Here I come
Come to you
In the very clothes
That I killed,
Killed you in,
And now I know
I'm alone
I walk to you
Rain falls from you
Can you wash me?
Can you drown me?
I wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me
I wanna be stronger too long I've sat here undecidedly
Planning strategy, half of me knows it all just a fallacy
Failing miserably, drastically, and then I crash dramatically
Into a wall
I've hit a hundred times before, and yet I still ignore
The dark red blood stains on the floor
And I'm back in front of you, Lord
With blood on the floor
Is the blood mine or yours?
Don't wanna do this anymore
Back and forth between being me and who you call me to be
You see a man free who thinks he has to buy a key
to a door but he can't 'cause he's poor
And he can't fall down anymore 'cause he's already on the floor
And his heart is broken and all and this is his scar
But its warm from crying
'Cause he will try nine times to realize nine crimes
But he has more than nine lives
So he picks himself up and keeps climbing for the prize
Again
Here I come
Again to you
Just to show that blood soaked through
Through my bones
And all I own
Is there a way for me to grow?
I walk to you
Rain falls from you
Can you wash me?
Can you drown me?
Please?
Every time I feel selfish ambition is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence, repentance is taking commission
Its taking a toll on my soul, I'm screaming submission,
And I don't know if I am dying or living
'Cause I will save a face for name's sake, abuse grace
Take a aim to obtain a new name in a newer place
But my name is lame,
I can't walk and I ain't the same
And my name became a new destiny to the grave,
And they say the oceans blue, but its black right now
In the dark, on the sand, looking out at my crowd
Depression and drowning singing,
Now the full parts of lightning reveals where the ocean stops and the sky starts
I've been told by the sky that the ocean I shall win
But its hard for me to see where ocean stops, where sky begins
And random chunks of light remind me of what is true
But right now the ocean is blacker than black
And the sky is too
~Tyler Joseph
A/N
This is my favorite song. I'll put the link below in the comments. WATCH IT
