You don't understand
And you never will
You say it's just a pin
But it was my happy pill
When I'd look at it
It took me away
To a far away land
Were we would all play
It was my security blanket
My protection from the dark
Now it's in the ocean
Lurking with sharks
When I got sad
I'd take out my pin
Hold it to my heart
And let the light shine in
But they took it from me
My little night light
It can no longer protect me
It no longer shines bright
They asked me were I got it
And I said from my love
They laughed and took it
And gave me a shove
They flushed it down
As I said goodbye
They beat me up
As I started to cry
You say it's just a pin
And you say I'll always have you
But deep down in my heart
I know it's not true
You will leave me one day
As everyone did
No one dares stay with me
They say I'm just a kid
I love you bou
More than the stars in the sky
And when I think of you
It makes me cry
But when I had my pin
I never cried for you
Because I could feel you with me
Please understand bou
Understand that you
will never understand
That I will be sad always
Cause I will never hold my pin again
Just understand
That you will never understand
How much hurt I'm going through
Until the day I can hold your hand
I've stopped believing in magic
And I've done plenty of sin
All of this pain, all of this sorrow
From something you call "just a pin"
YOU ARE READING
Monkey Boy
PoetryLove poems. When love is one sided it doesn't work, though you can never see the truth until its in the past. Love is blinding.