When you miss me. Remember I miss you too. I found this song and thought of you. Your my whole world. Without you I feel like my life spins out of control and I'm cornered to the point of no escape. I miss you so much....please don't forget me...I know I say to let me go....but I always hope that you never forget me.
I'm sorry for the things I did....I'm sorry that things happened. But know that nothing for me will ever be the same without you. Whenever I do something that we did it reminds me of you. I've made so many friends. But none of them could ever replace you. I guess in a way. Your golden to me.... You were always my reason to keep going.
I still do it for you. I always will. I'm crying as I write this because. I miss you. And I love you with all my heart. I'll wait for you for years....you never leave my mind. I wish that I could be with you forever.... Remember when we first met? You know my memory is horrible but I still remember...when you moved away. I remember that too. Our first sleep over. That was the best day of my life. The last time we met...the festival....
That was the last day we saw each other.... When you called me....I couldn't have been happier. After you left. I wish I told you things I forgot to tell you....your more than my best friend...your my sister... So many times I've cried. And I wish I could one day cry because I was happy. Because that will be the day I finally see you again. Wether it be text, call or an actual visit. That's the day that I will never let you go.
I wish I could fight for you... But I feel so helpless. I know I can't do anything so all I can do is think of you and wait. If it takes years I'll always be there to be your present and tell you happy birthday. I'll be there to brighten your holidays when it's not so happy. And I'll always think of you in the darkest of times.
If its you reading this..... Vote on it so I know you've seen it. So that I see you hear my call to you and are grabbing me by the hand as I reach out to you. I miss you....I truly do... I love u....little sister....💜💖

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