Riley's P.O.V
I was mad and confused. I was mad because he left me, no goodbyes, no return and now he is telling me after all these years. I was confused because I couldn"t decide whether I needed him or wanted him to disappear out of my life forever. He saw my confusion, I tried to move but I was still pinned underneath him. He still held me and I figured he didn't want me to run off. I also didn't tell him that the spare room was his old room. He probably figured that out though. Hurt was embeded on my face, "Why did you leave? He answered "Because I wouldn't have been able to care for both of us, one of us would have died. I was furious by this point, so I aksed "After all this time you decide to tell me now! He had guilt written on his face. I then added "And you think you can just tell me and everything would be ok? He mustered enough courage and said "No but you needed to know, I don't care if you forgive me or not. He also added "I just wanted to make sure you were breathing, eating and ok. Now it was my turn to look gulty. He noticed and said "What's wrong Riley? I responded "I am not ok, not while Sam is breathing and alive. Kian noticed that I was hiding something from him, so he investgated and asked "What else happened? I began shaking, then I started bawling like a baby. Kian sat up and pulled me on his lap. He began soothing me and begged me to tell him. I finally said "Fine, I starve myself and I cut. Kian pulled up me sleeves and saw all of my cuts. He had tears forming in his eyes and started rubbing his hand over my scars. He wispered to himself "This is all my fault. I could have prevented this from happening, stupid me. I said "Not it's not you fault, it's Sam's and mine. He spat back "None of this is your fault. I replied "I was born, mom left because of me. He responded "No sis mom left because she couldn't care for us both not because of you. I began crying and Kian wiped my tears away. Kian mutterted "I wish you would forgive me. I said "I will but on one condition. "Yeah he asked. I responded "Don't leave me ever again, move back in, and protect me frome evryone but Sam and Ricky.
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