You're My Everything (SHOWKI)

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(CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK)

//Kihyun's Pov\\

I was so frustrated at Shownu and also upset at the fact other people can be in a cute relationship and I'm stuck here feeling bad for everything,I sighed and laid back on the floor and put my arm over my eyes then groaned once I heard the door open"Shownu just leave me alone." "Do I look like him?" I sat up to see I.M with his arms crossed and I smiled a little"Sorry about that,It's just been a long day you know?" he nodded then walked over and sat next to me"you know he didn't write that letter don't you?" "you're saying that too?" "I'm just telling you he didn't, I personally think you just need to forget about this and fix the thing between you guys." I shrugged and he sat there for a few more minutes before sighing and leaving the room. "Did you really do it?" I laid back down then started to think if I should believe them or not.

The next day I laid in bed listening to the same song over and over again as I wiped away the tears that occasionally fell down my cheeks, I pulled the covers over my head just in time for someone to walk in"Kihyun?" I tried to dry my face before I pulled the blankets off me"Yes Wonho?" "Wanna go to the amusement park?" "No thanks I'm gonna stay home." "Alright bye." I faked a smile as he slowly walked out then sighed"I guess you'll be alone today, that kinda sucks." I got out of bed and wrapped a small blanket around me and slowly left my room to go to the kitchen, I searched for something decent to eat and found some left over pizza and heated that up. I sat on the couch and watched some tv for about an hour before I heard a noise coming from Shownu's room, I got up and grabbed something that was close to me then slowly made my way to his door and pushed it open"GET OUT." I jumped out from behind the door and got ready to hit the person or thing when I saw Shownu drop the clothes he held in his hand"You were seriously going to hit me with a pillow?" I dropped it then leaned against the door frame."It was the thing that was easy to grab okay?" He smiled and shook his head then picked up the clothes that was on the floor and headed towards the bathroom. I stayed in his room waiting for him to come back so I could ask why he wasn't with the other guys.I played with a small bouncing ball not paying attention to the door and I bounced it a little to high and it hit the ceiling and rolled out the door, as I got up to get it Shownu was standing in the hallways with his arms crossed and a smile on his face"I uh, I didn't do that!" "Mhm sure." He picked up the ball and held it out for me to take but held it over his head once I reached for it"That is so unfair!" I jumped up to try and grab it but gasped as I realized I was close enough for our lips to touch"Shownu.." before I could say anything he kissed me hard and I tried to push him away but he wrapped his arms around me tightly. After trying to push him away for what seemed like forever I just gave up and started kissing him back, 'I missed his kisses,his touch,his voice telling me he loves me and I hate myself for letting it get to far but can I really forgive him?' Before I could think anything else I realized that he pulled my shirt off and I was on the floor with him laying on top of me. I opened my mouth to tell him to stop but he put a hand over my mouth and started to kiss down my chest and it made me shiver, he slowly pulled his hand away and all I could do is stare at him trying to grasp what was happening and gasped once I felt my pants being pulled off"S-Shownu!" I quickly went to grab for them but my hands were soon pinned above my head, I glared at him and all he did was shake his head and laugh at me, I found it hard to stay mad at him now since I've went so long hating him for something he may or may not have done. I used all the strength I had to push him off of me then started to crawl as fast as I could to where he tossed my clothes"EEEK!" before I could grab for my pants my leg was grabbed and my boxers were pulled down and I quickly turned around to pull them back up but he pulled them off before I could even do it"Kihyun.." I blushed as he started to look all over my body and I went to cover myself and he frowned. I attempted to scoot back towards the pile of clothes then stopped when I looked into his eyes and saw how bad he wanted me... Our relationship wasn't the whole "lets make love every single day for hours" it was more cuddles and kisses, without thinking I started to smile and that earned a raised eyebrow from him"can you at least get me that blanket behind you?" he nodded and as soon as he turned around I quickly crawled towards him and pushed him down on his stomach"what are you doing?!" you took my clothes it's only fair." I pulled his shirt off then rolled him over on his back and slowly ran my fingertips down his stomach to the button of his jeans, I looked at him to see his reaction and he took a deep breath and bit his lip. I continued to run my fingers a little lower and my face started to heat up when I noticed he was a little hard"Kihyun I-" I put my finger to his lips then unbuttoned his pants and pulled then down along with his boxers and my face heated up even more. I bit my lip while looking at his body and jumped a little when cleared his throat "K-Kihyun I can explain.." "Hush it you don't have to explain, it's hard not to get excited over this body." I ran my hands down my sides only playing with him and I was a little surprised when he nodded and I don't know why I was. I stuck my bottom lip out and tapped my chin trying to think of what to say or do next and I didn't expect Shownu to flip me over so he was on top"You should really pay more attention to this." he smirked and I was to shocked to say anything, he started to kiss my neck and run his hands up and down my sides then whispered in my ear"I see I got you turned on." "I-I." he chuckled then kissed my lips to shut me up. I wasn't going to deny it anymore he really did and I don't know why I'm so embarrassed about this, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back and whined a little when he pulled away and left the room"Dang it Shownu." I put my arms behind my head and closed my eyes then took a deep breath, I heard the door close and didn't bother to look because he probably just closed the door so I'd have my privacy."Relaxing already?" I jumped at the sound of his voice and his clod hand wrapped around my member"t-there's nothing wrong w-with that." "mmmhm." his eyes never left me and neither did his hand and I cleared my throat so he wouldn't hear the slight moan that was going to escape "floor or a bed?" "it's up to you." I shrugged at he slowly let me go and opened a silver package and slid something onto his member"where'd you get that?" "Minhyuk's hiding spot for most his things." he smiled at me before pulling me close and leaning forward a bit before kissing my neck and slowly pushing into me causing a moan to slip past my lips. I grabbed a hand full of his hair as he started to go in and out softly and gently biting my neck "Shownu.." It was getting hard to say something without a moan coming out and that seemed to get him more excited and pick up the pace, like earlier his hand was placed on my member but this time he slowly rubbed it and I couldn't hold my moans in any more"Kihyun that's kinda hot." I gently hit his shoulder but that didn't stop him from doing what he was doing, after a few more moans he sped up and I ran my hands up and down his chest earning a slight moan from him and I shivered at the sound of it"I'm about to-" "I know me too." he kissed me hard and bit my bottom lip then quickly pulled out and took the condom off and and we both yelled out and finished at the same time, I finished on his hand while he got my stomach. he laid next to me panting and I snuggled against him smiling"Shownu.. I love you so so so so much." he didn't say anything for a minute so I looked up and realized he was crying "what's wrong?!?!?" he smiled and shook his head and I sat up to wipe away his tears"I just, I never thought I'd hear that from you again. You hated me and I'm just happy this happened, not because of what we did but because you got over what you thought I did and it made you say you loved me again." I smiled a little then kissed his cheek"you should go get cleaned up." "me!? look at you, you're worse then me." I looked down and blushed then looked up as he got up and walked towards the door"are you coming or not?"" "yep!" I jumped up then walked towards him, just as I opened the door a little a whispered."you were right. You do have a nice butt." I winked and giggled when he raised his eyebrows and we both headed to the shower together. after a while of staying in there and going for a second round we both finished and wrapped towels around our waists and walked out to find the guys standing in the hallway looking at us with eyebrows raised and smiled tugging at their lips. I blushed then hurried back to my room with Shownu not far behind and we quickly got dressed then laid in bed and fell asleep.

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