Chapter 6: Shane to the Rescue!
---Joey's POV:
I was heart broken. But what was I thinking, that Shane would say that he liked me, forget about Lisa, and then we'd make out for real? I went into my car and drove away quickly. Just got a text...
---- Shane: Hey Joey, can we talk, please? :o
Joey: We just did, what else is there to talk about?
Shane: Us...
Joey: There is no us, no REAL us... we're just friends Shane.... Its fine. I can get over it.
Shane: R u sure? Look, Im sorry.
Joey: Its fine, Im fine, I just need time to think. I gtg, ttyl.
Shane. Bye... <3-----
Ughh!!! What was I thinking, why did I have to tell him? I probably just ruined everhting! I can't believe this! We will never be the same after today... I'm going to forget about Shane... Ill have to try. I cant fall for him like this... But man, it's so hard not to. I just went gay for someone who will never feel the same about me... I can't believe this. i ruined it. Our friendship.. Everything. I don't want to lose Shane as a friend. But that's the only way I would be able to get over him...
Shane's POV:
I cant believe I went on him like that. We wont be the same anymore. I don't want to lose Joey, he's the best friend I've ever had. We grew up with hurt, similar pasts, we always hang out and he always makes me laugh with that perfect smile of his. #Shoey forever, right? Man, I need to talk to Joey, and sort this out. I think I've just ruined our friendship, he probably thinks it's his fault. It's not! I need to talk to him. But maybe I should let him think for a while... Yeah, that'd be good.
Joey's POV:
I pulled up in my driveway and stopped the car. I just sat in shock... Man, what have I done...? I noticed my eyes were starting to water, building up the emotions inside of how I feel about Shane. Sawyer, that's who I needed. Ill talk to Sawyer. I ran in the apartment, not even bothering to shut the door.
Joey: Sawyer?!?!
Sawyer: I'm in my room, man!
I rushed to him, my face red, body confused.
Joey: Sawyer... I - I ruined it.
Sawyer: Ruined what, Oh my gosh Joey, are you okay?
Joey: Me and Shane...
Sawyer: I thought you two had nothing going on...
Joey: Well We did, well I thought we did. I think I'm gay.. But only for him, but it'll never happen now...
Sawyer: Oh my gosh Joey, I'm so sorry. And it's okay, I still love you Joey, no matter what. Don't worry, man!
He comforted me, what a great friend...
Sawyer: So what exactly went down, if I may ask...
Joey: I ruined our friendship. I went over to talk to him and I told him about the dream I had and that I was sort of starting to have feelings for him... He totally denied me, and I'm hurt now, a lot. I cant believe I did that, we'll never be the same.
Sawyer: Wait, you had a dream about Shane?
Joey: Yeah, we made out, and I wanted it to be real.
Sawyer: Woa.
Joey: Yeah I know...
Sawyer: Maybe you should talk to him.
Joey: No, I cant, well not right now anyway. I need some time to think, to get over him, Because he said so himself, he isn't gay and he has Lisa.
Sawyer: I'm so sorry. Alright then.
Sawyer hugged me tightly. I'm glad to be here with him.
Joey: Thank you Sawyer! Thanks for talking to me.
Sawyer: No, thank you man, I love hearing about your life, I'm glad I could help. Just relax for a little, everything will resolve soon. Be patient Joey.
Joey: Thanks. Well I'm going to head to my room for a while.
Sawyer: No problem.
Joey: Hey, and now that I discovered that I'm, you know, Gay.. I hope that doesn't make things awkward between us, you know, living together and all.
Sawyer: No, don't worry, Its fine. Nothing's changed. We're still besties and roomies for life!
Joey: Haha, thanks Sawyer, you're amazing.
Weird... I just saw Sawyer blush. Did he blush from me?
Joey: Talk to you later.
Sawyer: Adios!
I walked to my room and shut my door. The first thing I thought about was Shane. Why cant I just get over him already? I mean he wouldn't like me... He doesn't.
Shane's POV: UGHHH.... I NEED Joey. Well, I NEED to talk to him. I paced back and forth in my room, glancing at my phone. Its been 3 days since that last time we talked, he hasn't tweeted me, texted me, called me, nothing. Man I blew it... I miss him, as a friend... Right? His perfect smile still remained in my head. Oh Joey.. I - I ... Wait, am I starting to have feelings for him? No, no no!!! I'm not! I have Lisa, and I've already told him I AM NOT GAY! Even though I like him as a person, thinks he's funny, and one of the sexiest guys I have laid my eyes on.. seriously trust me, he is, anyone would say that, it doesn't mean I'm gay. I'm not. Really I'm not. But Joey was, for me. And because of my stupid response, we may never speak again. I need to text him. At least. I said...
----Shane: Hey, Joey? Can I come over, do you think we could talk... I miss hanging out with you.
Please...----
Joey's POV: I got a text from Shane...
---Shane: Hey, Joey? Can I come over, do you think we could talk... I miss hanging out with you.
Please...---
I decided to not respond. I didn't need this right now, I had other things to take care of.
Shane's POV:
That's it, I'm driving over there, right now!
Joey's POV:
*BEEP* I GOT ANOTHER TEXT?!...
---Shane: Joey please, I'm going to break into your house if that's what it takes to make u talk 2 me.---
Oh my goodness gracianious! Whatever... I think I'm starting to get over him anyway. Sawyer walked into my room.
Sawyer: Hey...
Joey: Hey, what's up?
Sawyer: Nothing, well, actually there is something.
Joey: Yeah?
Sawyer: You seem different lately, like depressed almost. Are you sure you're handling this okay? I hate to see you hurt.
Joey: Well yeah, I think I may not be gay anymore. I was for Shane, but Im starting to get over him.
Sawyer: You cant just stop being gay, well can you?
Sawyer sat down right next to me, really listening to what I had to say.
Shane's POV: I made it to Joey's. I'm not going to leave here until I talk to him. I started looking through the windows trying to see if I could spot him and soon beg him to open the door or come outside.
Sawyer's POV:
Joey seemed different lately. He's my best friend, I don't want him falling for a guy and not getting over him when its making him so depressed...
Joey's POV:
Joey: Sawyer, I don't know if I'm still gay or not, I don't know if I am just for him... or for anyone...
Sawyer: Oh, well I'm not sure either. That's something only you can decide, Joey.
Shane's POV: Aha! Joey was in his bedroom, I could see through the window, and Sawyer was with him. Woa they were close... Wait what the...?
