Scars

Chapter 4

His faced moved closer to mine, I knew what was coming.

"Blake I-"

"Don't ruin the moment," he whispered with a smile playing at the corners of his lips.

He wiped the saltwater off my cheeks with his thumb as he face seemed only millimeters away.

It felt right as his soft lips slowly landed on mine. All the anger, sadness, happyness, every feeling seemed to flow out the ends of my fingers as I moved one hand to the center of his chest.

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"Wow..." I whispered looking back into Blake's eyes.

He laughed his deep laugh and pushed my hair back behind my ear.

I knew one of the scars would be visible, but i didn't care.

It felt just so... Perfect.

"Wow huh? I wasn't sure if you thought it was that great," he said smiling.

"Yeah it was 'wow'," I replied looking down a little as I spoke.

Of course my conscious decided to kick in then, telling me to remember what he had done before and how easily he could just do that agin.

"It's not his first kiss, and it probably wasn't anywhere near a good one by his standards I'm sure. He's playing you! Wake up Jaden!" It told me.

I pushed them out of my head and just did what every sane minded girl would do.

I had a giggle attack.

He looked at me confused and dropped his hand from my cheek.

"Oh- oh I've just ruined a perfectly good moment didn't I? I giggled covering my big mouth with my palm.

"You're cute when you laugh, I miss your smile," he said absentmindedly as if it slipped out.

I felt myself turn red and his eyes flashed over me.

"I-"

"No... Thank you," I whispered and stood on my toes, kissing his cheek.

He seemed surprised but smiled back down at me.

I had missed his smile too.

He lifted my hand from my side and slowly intertwined his fingers with mine. Sparks shot off every second he touched me it seemed.

"What now?" I whispered taking a step into him and leaning my head into his shoulder.

He rubbed his finger around the back of my hand, making me grin and relax completely into him, his smell wrapping around me.

"Weeeeeell... How 'bout we take things slow for a bit? I don't want to rush this, and.., ruin it like my stupid self did last time."

"Alright," I mumbled into him as he dropped my hand and pulled me even closer, wrapping his arms around me in a big bear hug. He kissed my cheek and I pulled back from him a little and took his hand again and led him back to the bench.

The air seemed to get colder and my sweatshirt seemed paper thin. We sat side by side, my head on Blake's shoulder and his arm around my shoulder.

My phone chimed as I adjusted, pulling it out of my back pocket and checking it.

Kit-Kat: "Hey I'm caught, you're safe so I'd keep hidden."

Craptastic.

Kit-Kat: "So you and Blake dating? I hope so!"

I bit my bottom lip and stared at the screen.

"Sorry Hun! And nope, not yet", I replied sticking the phone back into my pocket.

"You're so beautiful," a deep voice said from behind me.

I laughed "mhm and I'm a queen too" I replied teasingly as I started to stand up.

"You would make a very good queen," the voice retorted standing up as well.

"But where are you going princess?" Blake asked taking a step in front of me, sounding genuinely concerned.

He had caught me in the arm, his fingers seemed to sense the scars underneath the thin sweatshirt and I winced.

I hated when people accidentally touched them.

My heart swelled at the same time as he called me princess. But it also awoke old memories.

#*#Hello! So I apologize I haven't been able to update much lately but I'm home sick so I figured I've got no excuse. I've just started a new book also called What Happened to Forever? And I'm still working on Across the Water.. Which is coming along slowly. Well I hope you all are doing great! What do you think of Blake? Who do you think he looks like?

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