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How to love part 1 (Hyukbin)

hello this is for mikyou44 on asain fanfic and this going to be part 1 and the next part is going to be a prequel of what happened. hope you enjoy it.

3rd person's P.O.V.:

"we give ourselves away in pieces, some bigger than others" hongbin look at the fragile beautiful boy "what if I told you I have nothing left to give" hyuk held on tighter to the man he loved and his brothers best friend "I wouldn't care" the younger boy speaks freely "don't give yourself so easily to me" hongbin wanting to show the younger boy he wasn't good for him. "I love you hongbin" hyuk didn't care if the older male wasn't good for him or not better for him. He knew the dangers of love "don't say that" hongbin only wanting what's best for hyuk and he wasn't it "you can't" he untangles himself from hyuk's naked form "please don't push me away" hongbin sits up while hyuk back hugs him. "Hyuk I have only known to fuck not make love" hongbin started to list his flaws to the brunette boy "to take but never stay" this still did not detour hyuk.

"I am one to lust but never love" but hongbin knew that with hyuk, he loved him with his whole being, "you know if taekwoon knew about us he wouldn't approve of us" hongbin just wanted to protect hyuk from things he didn't understand. Most of all from hongbin himself. Hongbin wasn't a knight in shining armor as hyuk portrayed him to be.

"I wouldn't care what taekwoon hyung would say" hyuk was younger and taekwoon was his protective and possessive older brother, who didn't like it when people tried to get close to hyuk. He made that mistake once and that lead to hyuk getting hurt almost worse "I just want you" hongbin turned around pulling hyuk close to him "you know I don't do relationships hyukkie" hongbin kissed hyuk "is that so" hyuk teased. "Then why do you treat me like your significant other, you take me out on date, and you don't like it when I have other people around me" hyuk teased.

Hongbin on the other hand is dead serious "because" he pecks the younger male lips "you" hongbin kissed hyuk's cheek "are" then neck "mine" he growled kissing hyuk feverishly. "but hongbin you have to commit to me too" hyuk is loyal to hongbin no matter what "I know" he sighs. Hongbin had to make it clear that this wasn't anything more than sex "hyuk we have to end this soon" hongbin wasn't a good man "I will only hurt you again" hongbin held him close. "Hyung" hyuk felt a piece of his heart break "please" he felt tears running down his face.

"I need you" hyuk is just a boy who is in love with the older male "please don't cry baby" hongbin is so confusing to hyuk, he wants hyuk to leave yet his actions tell another tale, hongbin is a contradiction. Hongbin pulls hyuk closer to his chest and it makes hyuk feel safe and at home. "taekwoon had approved of us at the beginning but I messed that up" hongbin reminisced of the past. It was true hongbin and hyuk used to be lovers but hongbin cheated on him but hyuk always forgave him no matter what "I don't care. you made a mistake" hyuk loved hongbin so much he was willing to give hongbin his heart repeatedly. "I don't deserve your forgiveness" hongbin kissed hyuk "maybe I should have reciprocated sungjae's confession" hyuk saw the hurt in hongbins eyes.

"But I didn't" hyuk intertwined their fingers "I sometimes wish I did" hyuk had once thought of his best friend of a potential lover "I don't like it when you bring him up" hongbin spoke truthfully "but it is the truth" hyuk had to tell hongbin everything "I love you hongbin" hyuk caressed his face "I wish that I hadn't" because everything that hurt hyuk was hongbin, he had caused hyuk's uneasiness. "I wish that I could take everything back" hongbin kissed hyuk's neck "but you can't" hyuk still remembered when he caught hongbin, he just kept fucking the girl he was with, while hyuk just stood there crying. He remembered the girl screaming hongbin's name and hongbin pleasured moans and hyuk was disgusted. "did you love her" hyuk blurted out and hongbin knew what hyuk was talking about "if you did I swear this will be the last time you have me" hyuk was tired of being pushed to the side "I swear hongbin" hyuk was determined on leaving hongbin if he didn't just love hyuk.