(Tessa's POV)
Waking up and coming home from school are probably the worst two things ever. Most people are relieved when they come home from school and they are happy because they have normal lives, and normal parents that care about them... but not me.
Both my parents died when I was a little kid, so I had to move in with my Uncle and Aunty. After a few months of living with them, they got a divorce so my Aunty moved out and left me with my depressed Uncle.
I wish my parents were still here. The things I was told about, made them sound like amazing people and loving parents. My only escape from the real world was YouTube and music. Everyday after I got my undeserved beating, I would run up to my room and watch YouTube to remove the memories from my mind.
I would watch for hours everyday. My favourite YouTuber is Tobi or TBJZL. He is just so sweet and kind, you can just tell from his videos. I've never met him, but I love him. I feel like he's my best friend that I've never come close to.
My favourite one of his videos is his 'Week in the Life' video. I've watched it about 7 times, no joke I have. It's the best video ever.
I also love the rest of the Sidemen, I even made a fan account on Instagram for them and Callux liked one of my photos, it was of him and Sarah. It made me so happy. (A/N I do actually have a fan acc and Callux did like my photo of him and Sarah... It's called Sidemen.Trashh please follow (:) But it was at like 2am so I couldn't scream about it.
It is currently, 3am and I am still watching YouTube videos. No, I do not have a life. My "Life" consists of FanGirling and reading FanFiction about the people I FanGirl over.
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A/N Hope you enjoyed chapter one, I know its crap but I'm only 13 so please don't expect to much from me. But yeah, I know there is a filthy plug in there but oh well. <3
-C xx
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FanfictionDONT BTOHER READING BC IT HAS NO ENDING !! Tessa struggles from a hard life at home with her abusive Uncle and is bullied at school for a reason she doesn't know.