(Tessa's POV)
"Get off me!" I yelled.
"You worthless little brat! You deserve everything you get!" He spat in my face as he punched the air out of me. "It's all your fault she left me!
"It's not my fault! It's your fault for cheating on her and then abusing her!" I screamed, trying my hardest to get out of his grip.
"It's all your fault! Everything that has happened is your fault! Even the car accident was your fault! It's your fault I lost my brother! YOUR FAULT!" He slapped me. I saw them. My mother and father. This is when I knew it was over for me.
"Tessa, it's not your fault. What ever happened, was not your fault." My father said calmly.
"Yes it is." I replied.
"Tessa just wake up please, it wasnt your fault." Why was he telling me to wake up?
"Please please please wake up, what happened." It wasn't my father telling me to wake up, who was it?I open my eyes and see a shadow above me. (No racism intended) I sat up, my palms sweaty and my eyes watery.
"What happened?" He asked, couriously.
"I just had a nightmare, I'm okay." I said shakily.
"Are you sure your okay?" He questioned. I looked up at him.
"No not really." I said, truthfully. He pulled me into his chest.
"It will be alright." He said softly into my ear.
"I hope so." I whispered to myself.
"Do you mind telling me what the nightmare was about?" He asked. I looked at the clock. 3:48am.
"Not now, later." I told him.
"Alright, I'll let you sleep then. Will you be alright?" He asked, standing up.
No, can you stay in here please?" I begged.
"Sure." We lay down in bed and cuddled until we both fell asleep.**MORNING**
I woke up and was trapped inside a pair of arms. I looked at who they belonged to and smiled. I tried to squirm out of his grip without waking him, but I failed. He tightened his grip on me and I gave up. I watched as his eyes flickered open and finally saw his chocolate brown eyes staring into my blue ones.
"Good morning." He croaked in his morning voice.
"Hello." I smiled.
"How'd you sleep?" He asked, rubbing his eyes.
"Pretty gucci." I laughed.
"Hey! Thats my thing." He moaned like a 5 year-old.
"Not anymore." I smirked, getting out of bed. I had on a sidemen top, that wasn't even Tobi's. It was one straight out of the box, Tobi's wouldn't have been long enough.
"Sidemen merch looks good on you." He complimented. I blushed.
"Thank you. Just if I had a boyfriend that could lend me his t-shirts." I winked at him.
"I still don't know how you don't have a boyfriend, your gorgeous." He said.
"I have an awkward personality. An awkward looking face. And no one really knows I exist." I look down, slightly embarrassed."I think you have a great personality, an amazing looking face and the boys and I know you exist." He replied.
"But you guys could get anyone you want. You would never waste your time on a nobody like me." I say sadly.
"I would, those girls just want the money. I can tell you don't, your not that type pf person." He said.
"How do you know? I could be like all the other girls, this could all be an act to trick all you guys into giving me money. I might already have a boyfriend?" I said.
"I've had to deal with enough gold diggers in my life, now I can tell who is and who isn't." He replied, looking slightly annoyed and sad.
"Anyways, do you wanna tell me about the nightmare you had last night?" I should've known he would bring this up.
"Uh, well my parents died in a car crash when I was younger so I had to move in with my Aunty and Uncle. They ended up getting divorced because he cheated on her and abused her, he then got depressed and started drinking. He would often come home late and abuse me. It became a regular thing and sometimes it got a bit to out of hand. He raped me, slapped me, kicked me, all that jazz. I kinda got used to it though. I just randomly have nightmares or flashbacks of these things, and yeah thats my sad excuse of a life." I felt a tear drip down my cheek. He hugged me tightly and whispered soothing things in my ear.
"I am so sorry for everything that has happened, you can stay here for as long as you like." He whispered.
"Thank you so much." I told him and hugged him tighter. We pulled away and decided to go out for breakfast.A/N
Wrote this at 1:00am. Fun times.
-C xx
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