- Deon -
" so how did your date go... With August? ', My mom askedTaking the cup of mint tea out of her hand, I slowly took a sip of the tea closing my eyes in relief. " it was OK or what ever, but he has other girls he don't need me ",
She sat down next to me speechless. Removing one of her hands from her cup she gave me a puppy face while gentility rubbing my back ," it's okay there are other guys out there or like they say more fish in the sea",
I liked how she tried to lighten the mood but I wasn't really feeling it. "This is why I don't do relationships", I stated
"You guys where dating?", she asked with a shock look
"No we weren't..... Which is why I shouldn't be all in my feelings about him', I said pouting
"Then why are you ?",
She has a pretty good point, why was I all in my feelings about a guy I wasn't dating. I mean we only had done it twice. Hopefully that wasn't my reasoning.
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"Okay good good, nice smile ", john said while some guy snapped pictures of me.
This was my first photo shoot and it was going pretty good I guess. Though the pace kinda looked abandoned. "How am I doing?", I questioned
"Your doing great how about you come back tomorrow same time 3:00?", He said , fanning away the Carma man
"Uhhhhhhh yeah sure ..... I'm gonna go get changed and head out I'll see you later",
I always did find it creepy how his eyes followed me when I walked away. Don't want him to get any ideas or be daydreaming about anything because it not gonna happen.
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Getting into the car, I began to think of how tomorrow was going to be a busy and long day. I had two interviews ,a photo shoot and I had to get my hair and nails done. But I didn't mind I had nothing else to do , since me and August haven't talked for a week . I think I wasn't keeping track . He wasn't my man.
I looked down at my phone and saw I had a text from Lia asking me to come pick her and D up from the mall. I guess that's where I was heading to. She is lucky that it was on my way home other wise I would have said no . I also wanted food so I was gonna go there too.
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Hey baby girl what you got up for today?😏- August
Nothing much just another photo shoot at 3:00👠💄📷-. Me
Frrfr. I wanna see them pictures 😍😘😏-. August
I got you fs fs -. Me
Alr. - August
"Deon come on before you be late, you too lia ", my mom yelled from the bottom of the stairs
" alright "
"coming ",
I have to say I was a little shocked that he had texted me first. But I guess this was my day getting better . My interviews went great, and my hair and nails love it , now that all was left is my photo shoot.
The whole car ride of me dropping off Lia at her boyfriend house I explained to her, how uncomfortable I got around John and the Carma man. She thought I was just being stubborn and overreacting. But I had a gut feeling about it , but I could have been wrong.