Fallen leaves • myg [on-going]

Chapter 7 - Understanding

>1/12/16

- Yeonji's pov -

I was literally blank.

Is this really happening?

He stared at me and everyone was just shook and don't know what to do.

How can he only not recognize me and remember the others?

Am I really, not important to him?

Is that the reason why?

I hate crying in from of him but I had to, I let it go while the others looked at me.

"Hey, yoongi this is really not cool man making your own girlfriend cry. If your joking right now im not going to forgive you." Namjoon said.

"I'm not! Guys what the hell is going on?" Yoongi shouted.

I cried even louder, he really doesn't remember me.

"And what do you mean by me and youngmi broke up? We've been together for so long how could it be?!" Yoongi asked the others.

And by the mention of youngmi I know I can't take it anymore as I ran away.

Away from all the things that were going on.

"Yeonji!" They all shouted and one ran after me.

It was Taehyung.

"Hey! Hey there girl, calm down." He finally caught on to me after we ran out of the hospital.

I slowed down to catch my breath as my tears were overflowing.

"Are you okay?" Taehyung asked and immediately realized it was a dumb question when I sobbed even harder.

"Sorry.." you patted my back as I cried.

I don't know why I was crying, I just couldn't stop. (a/n; anyone relatable tho)

"Look, um.. I don't know what was happening back there, he could be joking because he's still surprised so-"

"Do you think he would joke about something like that?" I said while wiping my tears slowly with the back of my palm.

He kept quiet.

After seconds Jimin and Jin was came out as well.

They hugged me and comforted me.

"We talked to him just now and also asked for help from the doctors and he said that yoongi was having temporary amnesia, they did a test with him and currently he thinks that it's still 2012 now and everything that happened from that point wasn't in his brain so clearly he haven't meet you at that time yet that's why he couldn't remember you." Jin said.

"But looking at the good side it's only temporary so we should start bringing him to places that he went before and had memories before and he would eventually remember." Jimin added on.

I don't know what to feel about this, should I be sad because he doesn't remember me or be happy that it's not a permanent amnesia?

"Do you want to go back inside and talk to him? He kinda felt bad after you ran away so.." Jimin said.

"Yeah.. let's go back inside." I wiped off the tears stains that was on my cheeks.

We walked to his room again and I felt my heart pounding faster.

I was nervous to see him, why am I?

I opened the door and saw yoongi chatting with the other boys.

But when he saw me he stopped whatever he was doing and stared at me.

Is he trying to remember me?

"..."

He suddenly stood up, "Yeonji, right? Look I'm sorry about what happened just now, I was
Just shocked since I just woke up for so long, apparently some part of my memories are lost temporarily but I'll try my best to remember you, okay?"

"..."

"So are we cool now?" He asked looking at me.

He's talking so formally to me it's weird.

I nodded slowly replying him and he smiled.

I want to hug him and tell me how much I missed his smiles and how much I love him.

The memories we had over the past years was suddenly so vivid in my mind that i can see all the flashbacks of us.

It's so bad knowing that I'm the only one who remembers now.

And I'm nothing more than someone you just met.

Will everything still be the same?

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a/n;
this fic is so cliché like idek what to say anymore I was planning to change the plot but a lot of you said don't so ;-; this is my first fanfic and tbh I'm so unsatisfied with it zzZZ