The Vato and I (interracial/urban)

Vato

I watched as Corina and the same dry headed dickhead nigga push apart quickly. I don't think they realized I stood there for about three minutes before I opened my mouth. That sick feeling intensified when I looked at what was in front of me. I wasn't even mad at her, but him, oh him- he needs to get punched. I crossed my arms and made sure my hands were tight under my armpits.

Shawty turns back to the guy slow as shit.

"You should go." Corina somewhat begged.

The nigga stepped in front of Corima like he was her bodyguard or some shit. I looked him up and down and laughed.

"Why should I go she ain't allowed to have friends?" the kid started stepping up to me.

"First of, back up boy, I suggest you don't start nothing that would end badly. Second of, she don't have friends and I'm here so her and I can talk privately. Third of, who the fuck are you?" I said stepping closer to him.

Corina's short as stepped in front of me and held both my hands in hers.

"Ya aint finna turn up in my house! Uh huh, Vato you go inside my room. Eli go home I'll talk to you in school m'kay?" Shawty said while looking at me the whole time. She knew I was pissed and there was no way her ass was gonna get out of this. Eli walked passed us and slammed the door.

Corina looked up at me and rolled her eyes while walking  outside her door and turning into my crib. I couldn't help but get angrier as I saw that she had on pajama shorts and just a tank top.

"So explain to me why I shouldn't invite him over again?" Corina asked.

Her and I have been arguing for and hour and half. Boy was the kid tired. The argument was getting me so frustrated to the point I by accidentally threw my phone and broke it.

"Cause I don't know him, he could've been one of those weird sicko psycho niggas, and you were standing so close to him what if the baby got sick?" I added a new point.  A done gave this girl five thousands reasons and she still wasn't satisfied.

"Oh please I would get sick before the kid does, and lower ya voice we not bout to have everyone know you and I having a kid nigga, it's suppose to be a secret! Remember!" She shouted louder than I was. I didn't know if I wanted to smack her or kiss her at the moment. Ever since the first time her and I fucked, repeats of the nights have been tainting me. I know it might sound wrong but in this moment with that baby in her stomach I want her even more, and I want her all to myself.

"You don't even know if you want to keep the baby, babe." I said while talking down to her. I'm looking for an excuse for her to touch me. I'm not gonna be the one to make the first move, I wanna see how this is gonna play out.

"Well I'm about to be three months next week by then I wouldn't be able to terminate it. So, I guess we having a kid! Watch ya mouth talking to me like I'm one of these bitch ass girls." Corina threatened.

"Or what?" I said while stepping closer to her. She steps back into the kitchen counter and gets trapped between my body and the counter.

"I hate you." Corina responded trying to look tough while saying it.

"No you don't." I said while walking away towards my bathroom. I took my shirt off and turned on the shower waiting till it gets hot enough.

Why I walked off? It's all part of the plan, I know I'm not the only one who fights off the sexual tension. She's gonna want me as much as I want her, I know this for a fact.

Can I stand seeing her with another nigga besides myself without having a problem? No, but who would be cool with a girl you seeded in and is still pregnant even trying to find someone else. I remember her repeating we are not together, but there's just things you don't do. We seriously need to figure this out. I took off my pants and entered the shower. I felt my hair it was getting kinda greasy and long my hair was waving a little at the ends of my hair. I put the shampoo in my hands and ran it through my hair, and left it there to grab my rag. Instead of a rag I felt a pair of hands- bingo! I turn to see the devil herself looking down while handing me my rag on the sink.

I stood there watching her as she watched me. She opened her mouth to say some shit but ain't nothing came out.

"I'm not attracted to him. I mean I find him attractive but he ain't you know... you." She said while biting her lip and looking at my body up and down. I don't know how I didn't notice that the shower curtain was pulled back while I was showering but that's another mystery I'll solve later. I wanted to respond but I knew it was time shawty stopped bullshitting me and tell it like it is. I continued to rinse my self down all while ignoring her.

"I didn't fuck him, either. I was just tryna figure him out, ya know? He don't be talking about himself. I miss Jasmine and my mom is missing. I want to keep my baby." There she go again with this all about me shit. I continued to scrub my scalp and although I wasn't replying I was now listening intently. I know she's about to break I can hear it.

"Your gonna be a Dad, to the seed you put inside me." My dick started to get hard at the seven last words of that sentence.

"I don't want to fight anymore. I won't bring him around anymore at least when you aren't around. If you want I'll only talk to him in school. I didn't mean to say I wouldn't claim you, I don't mean it like that!" I clenched my jaw at her words from the argument we had. "I'm not claiming us, cause there is no us, we not together, I can fuck whoever I like." I'm Henry Chavez the best looking nigga in school, her baby father, her first and only fuck, and it's gonna be like that till the kid is eighteen.

"What do you want me to say to people? What do I need to do? What am I gonna say!" Corina spazzed. I stopped the water for a second and turned to her my dick still semi- hard something about her begging did something to me, and if she knew what she was doing she probably would use it against me. Should I break the silence? I turned off the water and turned to her.

"You hate me why do you care?" I asked.

"Vato, you are gang banging you sell drugs. What and how are we suppose to survive with a kid on the way. You know Eli said that over a thousand people die every year cause of gang violence." Corina said. When she said Eli my blood ran cold, that nigga ain't shit. I don't even know the kid but he looks so familiar.

"Corina you don't think I know I'm on high alert? Marco has set out ways and hours so we don't get in these situations anymore, and to be honest you know as well as I do I can't leave the gang. Trust me we got this we will figure out who is doing this, we already figured out why sorta." I said.

"Can I trust you Henry?" her brown eyes trying to decided to go north or south.

"They don't call me Vato for no reason baby, of it reliability you want believe me you got it." I said.

Corina looked down.

"Look, this year has been stressful as fuck for you, well at least the last couple months. I know a lot is changing but maybe this happened for a reason. You only have yourself in this world, you don't have a best friend anymore, maybe this baby that we made is gonna make that pain go away. Did you know that I can't stop thinking of you even when you are around? I literally get tight when I don't see you at lunch, it bothers me when you walk by and other niggas have the nerve to try to holla at you, and you wearing what you wearing right now..." I said while pulling her into my body.

"You said that you don't believe in that forever shit." Shawty looked up at me.

"I don't but I do believe in loyalty and bonds, and from now on that's what we need to have. No girls, no guys, just us and the baby. I know how you living and as a mother of my child you won't live the way you use to." I said while cupping her face.

She shook her head, and tippy-toed to me, I brought my lips down to hers.

"We not boyfriend and girlfriend we more than that, it's sad we passed that before having a kid, but now we are here. My name is Henry Chavez and I'm gonna be the father to our baby." I said to myself more than to her.