people are temporary. no matter where you go or how far you run there are still people there. sometimes you can't see
them but people were once there. and their souls still stick to places. they are everywhere and the earth somehow
expands to fit us all. but people don't stay. at least they haven't with me. they leave, sometimes you think you'll spend the rest of your life with someone but they are all but just pictures drawn in the fog on a car window. that's how life is. the memories melt away and it boils down to you, your body, and your thoughts. some people think that they are different and in some cases people end up marrying their high school sweetheart but they usually end in divorce anyway because that's the new thing these days. people dedicate their life to another person and then break that bond with a few pieces of paper and a signature. and once the pen meets the paper, that's the end of their relationship and they are expected to go on in their daily life like nothing happened and as if they don't have any feelings. and even if they stay together, parts of each of them leave the other and they still end up leaving either way. human beings are terrible. they are more monster than any of our minds could create. people are hideous, but they are all the same. we often feel if there were no other humans in the world we would be happy. but there's another thing. people are lonely, and they hurt and they are hurting. that's how it is and what they tell us when we are young, "it's what makes the world go round" but honestly i'd rather it stop spinning just so we would stop hurting and maybe we'd learn how to look out for others because right now the human race is more fake than it is real. i just want to talk to someone who isn't sucked into society and it's rules just so someone can understand me for a minute. because right now i still feel like nobody understands me. people can be full of rage and hate and they scare other people because they are afraid of themselves. people ruin other people's lives and then act like it's okay and they force you to pretend like you're okay because if you don't look okay then you are a freak and you probably just need attention because feelings don't actually exist. right? because most people are brainwashed into believing that lately.
