Depression and School

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Why why why???

Im moving to Richmond in a few days and todays my last day of school.

I haven't told my friends yet, but they dont really care about me. They wouldn't notice if i left; and if they did they wouldn't care.

I walk up to the group of girls at lunch and sit with them.

"pig face is here! Hope she doesn't disgustingly fill her mouth with pizza like last time!" Alisha cringed at the thought. She actually isnt that mean sometimes. Kayla is the only person who doesn't make fun of me.

I guess Kayla saw me fidget after Alisha said that, and she patted my back.

"Its okay, they're just being stupid and joking." Shse whispered in my ear.

I tried to but on a brave face and act like i didnt care all the time but sometimes i cant help it. Ever since the third grade, aliha has been making fun of how much i eat.  It all started with "wow micaela, you can really eat a whole pizza in less than five minutes" and everyone just started laughing

From that day on I started restricting my calorie intake, exercised more, and even put on waste trainers to have an hour glass figure

Later on I started getting more and more self conscious. I took pills and made sure that anything that comes in my body somehow comes out

To say the least, school is terrible. I have no escape from depression.

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