When people tell you, forget the future live in the now, it's no joke. I tired doing that and it gave me disappointment down the line. Reflecting back on that moment I realized I did it wrong, I didn't live moments to the fullest because I let people, elements ignore what I had in front of me. If I had talked to him more, became his friend instead of travel buddy, I know in the future I would have a great break up. There are very few people that have the capability of making you feel happy, giddy, scared, nervous, smiling on the outside, scared on the inside all together. Very few. When you meet the person that does, you know they are special. They have the capability of having a great relationship with and then a great breakup. A break up that would leave you devastated by happy that you had those moments with him. In the end of the day, the guy is capable of doing all that, is capable of being your best friend. When I look back on that trip, you know what regret I have but now I learned to look into the future and live in the now all at the same time. Remember boys are stupid. But us girls are stupid too.
