Freaks of nature (Davekat sadstuck)

~Karkats pov~

I sit in the dim, blood scented bathroom. A new, sharp and shiny razor blade in the palm of my hand. I place it gently on my pail wrist and push down just enough for it to easily cut through the pail gray skin. I slid the blade against my arm quickly as a few tears starts to form in my eyes. Soon enough my thick, disgusting, red mutant blood started to bubble up and slide down, dripping off of my elbow just like all the other cuts did. I start to cry harder and mumble the same words the kids at school say to me "freak, mutant, unloved, unwanted....." Those words replayed over and over and over again as more tears roll down my cheeks and the blood drips from my elbow to the dark grey tile. I didn't care because I lived alone even though I'm still in high school. I wrap my wrists up and pull on my black cancer sign sweater. It's currently 6:45 am and I have less then a hour before I have to be at school." Great another fucking day in hell." I mumble and brush a hand through my messy ocean of black hair. There's only one thing I ever like about school and that is.....Dave strider. He's the hottest, most popular, and the coolest guy at my school. I also have the slightest crush on that asshole..... Ok the BIGGEST fucking crush on that asshole but it's not like it matters because everyone else has a crush on him. So there's no way I, Karkat vantas would ever have a chance with Dave strider.
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AN~
so yeah there's the first chapter. I know. It's short but that's because it 12:00am and I fucking tired but whatever it's not like anyone actually reads the authors note.