Bahja's POV:
Jacob knew i wasn't feeling good,he just had to keep messing with me.
"You never know how to stop being a dick" i said,I stormed out to the backyard leaving Jacob inside.
I laid on one of the pool chairs in the backyard,I was looking up at the clouds,thinking about how my life would be without Jacob in it.
Without Jacob in my life i wouldn't be who i am today,Jacob taught me how to be tough but at times i cry when things go to far.
I also thought about lastnight,the sex was great but he was too big,he left me sore & i felt sick also light headed.
But i felt a connection lastnight..Jacob never showed me that type of attention. He made love to me,even if he didn't think that i knew what making love felt like.
"Damn,i think i fell in love with my stepbrother" i thought.
