Dear diary

Morning beautiful

Scott's POV
I don't think I have ever slept so well in my life. I awoke to the sun coming through the sheer white curtains that he had in his room as no one could really see in, he didn't really need curtains but they were cute. Everything he has is cute. Normally, I'm bored to death when I wake up before my friends at a sleepover but this time, I could have laid down with him forever as he slept in my arms, his red shirt glowing in the sun and his boxers that he slept in, hanging low as he must have shifted a little in his sleep. He was so cute and content that he looked like an actual angel as he slept and the sun shone off of his olive skin.
About an hour later, his eyes fluttered open and I pulled him close as he woke up from his sleep. A small smile spread across his face as he locked his dark, mocha brown eyes into my blue ones.
"Morning Beautiful" I said
A bright red blush covered his cheeks, intensified by the sun.
"Morning handsome"
"Want me to make us some breakfast now or shall we wait?" I asked, I was kind of peckish but i could wait if he wanted to.
"Babe, this is my house and I want to make you breakfast, don't worry, I have it planned" he leaped out of bed and scrambled for the door. I guessed that he didn't want me too see what he had planned again so I stayed in the room.
About 20 minutes later, he called me down and I was greeted by the smell of sweet pancakes and maple syrup.
"Smells amazing princess"
He walked out of the kitchen in a pink apron with red hearts and red frills which stood out against the pure white kitchen and dining room.
Once I say down, I was introduced to a plate of heart shaped pancakes with a selection of toppings and sauces.
"Wow, this wasn't necessary babe but thank you so much. You're so cute"
He just nodded and ate his pancakes.
Odd.
We ate in silence but I just put it down to him being tired. He took our plates away once we were finished and went into the kitchen to clean. He was gone for a good 10 minutes before I heard silent and muffled sobs. Who had hurt my baby? I rushed into the kitchen to find him, sitting on the floor with his knees tucked into his chest and his head in between them, shoulders shaking as he cried.
"Baby, princess, what's happened?"
Nothing.
"Baby please tell me"
"Please"
"Was it me?"
"I'm so sorry"

"It wasn't you." He lifted his head
"I'm sorry, I'm just scared that I'm going to loose you now I have you. I'm terrified of loosing this, we haven't been dating long but you make me so genuinely happy, I don't think I could go back to being without you. I'm sorry, I'm being stupid, I just don't want to ever see you go" he wiped his tears and leaned his head on my shoulder.
"But I'm not planing on leaving. I feel the same. That was all I could think about this morning when you were sleeping like the angel you are, all I could think about was how shit life would be without you in it, I don't want that as much as you. You're my princess and I want you to stay my princess for as long as possible"
He smiled, a genuine and happy smile that made my heart melt.
This boy is going to be the death of me.
I think I'm falling for him.

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HEY!
So there we go. I will update soon but I've had a lot of appointments and treatments. I'm sorry but life is very scary and hectic right now but I'm trying.
If you have any plot ideas, be sure to let me know, also, please dm me if you are struggling with an eating disorder or any other mental illness as well and you would like support and help.
I'll update before this time next week, I promise. Once I'm better, I'll get a schedule but until then, I'll update as much as possible ❤️
Okay, *blows kisses* GOOOODBYYYYEEEEE