Till We Meet Again

Chapter 6

It's been a while but here it is!

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Dear Diary,

One week. One week after I meet Him. One week after He came into my life. One week after the date with Him at the tree. One week after everything changed because of Him. One week without a single word or text from Him. One week for me to grasp the fact the He doesn't like me. One week to understand that I have no chance with Him. One week. One week without Harry. One week after Harry.

It's ween a whole week after I went on a date with Harry, and I'm starting to think that this all just another one of his sick games he plays. The last time I talked to Him was that night, with that one text saying 'good night' but nothing after that. No ' Hey', no ' What's up?', no ' How are you?'. Nothing. Silence. I now have to just grasp the face that that 'date' or whatever you call it was just simply not real. Nothing was real. The white rose, the kiss, the talking, the holding hands, the texts. Nothing was real and I just can't understand why? Why me? Why not anyone else like Diana Carny, or Holly Davis, or even the perfect Maggie Miller. Why not them? Why did it have to be me? Why is all I have to say. Why does this all happen to me? Why did he have to read my texts? Why was I so stupid to believe him? Why does this happen to me? Just Why Me?

~Lilly

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It's been a week after out 'date' or whatever you want to call it, and he just simply doesn't even care.

I see him in the hallways.

I see him in Biology.

I seem to see him everywhere I look, but he doesn't seem to care.

He doesn't talk to me. He doesn't even look at me.

He just is simply him and he will never care.

Never care about me.

I even thought he cared just a little, because he put so much effort into those letters. But they were not real just like everything else.

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Biology. My least favorite class. Ever.

My only class with Him.

I look up from my desk and see him walk in with all of his friends. I learned to find out that they are all seniors like me and him, but I have never even noticed them. Even tho I should have, but I couldn't give less of a care.

After asking around I finally found what there names are.

The blonde one with blue eyes is Niall. He seems to be the nicest, because he wasn't as mean to me but I still think he's an ass. He seems to have the least amount of tattoos, but he still has a lot.

The one with a buzz cut is Liam. I don't really know much about him other than the face that he is an ass like all of the rest of them. He looks like the strongest one out of all of them because his arms look 2 times larger than the rest of them.

Louis. He is the one with light brown hair that sweeps to the side, and blue eyes. He has snake bites and he seems to have the most tattoos. I know for the fact that he is my least favorite because he was the one who had my phone.

Zayn is the one that has the darkest hair, and I haven't gotten close enough to tell what color his eyes are but I think they are brown. I didn't recognize him as much, because he wasn't there when they had my phone.

And then there is Harry. The boy that seems to be the leader of the group.  The one who has the most girls falling for him, even tho they know what he's like. The one who now has the whore Cassie Miller all over him. The one I can't stand. The one that took my heart and just played with it like it was a toy and then just left me to the trash like every other toy he has played with.