Lilly:
Dear Diary, I'm Lilly Ann Carter, but please call me Lilly. I don't like the Ann. Never have never will. I'm 17 years old and I'm a senior in high school. I live in a town of 6,000 so there's only one high school. I meet this boy Jake yesterday and well damn. He's now the hottest boy in school I think, so he could have any girl he wants. He just moved here and I only bumped into him in the hallway yesterday. That's the first and only time I have really actually talked to him, and like usual Stella was hungry so our conversation got cut short. He's in my AP Biology, but he has an assigned seat across the room. Yesterday I cought him looking at me, but then when I took at him he looked away. Well that's all for now but I keep you updated on the stitch. ~Lilly
I put my journal or diary or what ever it is down and walk into the kitchen.
My mom has to leave for work at 7 so she's already gone.
My mom always makes me eat breakfast and tells me it's the most important meal of the day, but I don't really care for it. It just makes me more tired. So since she isn't here I don't have to have it.
I'm already ready to leave when it's only 7:15 so I grab my keys and head out the door, locking got behind me.
***
AP Biology. The only class I have with him. I've seen him in the hallways today, but he hasn't talked to me or even looked at me. Maybe he was just being nice that once and isn't interested.
I look up and I see him walk into the class room with her. None other then the skank herself. Cassie.
I look down at his arm and it's wrapped around her waist.
I feel like I have been stabbed. But he probably never liked me, and I have no chance with him, so why does it matter?
I'll tell you why. It doesn't.
I barley even knew him and he could have been a total douche for all I knew. And based on his choice of women, I wasn't toto ally wrong. I knew she was going to go after him. She always goes after the new boys, probably BECUASE she's used up all the attractive, single guys in the school. And once she gets what she wants, she tosses them to the side, and then goes to the next boy she lays eyes on.
She could at lease pull her shirt up. Her boobs are just about to spill out of her shirt. And it's not a pretty sight. But obviously the boys don't mind and she doesn't mind the extra attention either.
I'm going blind just from looking at them together. Gross.
I look over at him once more once he's in his seat and he looks over at me. I look away and try to make it look like I was just looking around. Well that didn't work out well. I look like a dumb ass. I turn around again and now here starring at me, but he doesn't look away. My attention is snapped forward once the teacher walks into the room. I look back and he's still looking. Well two can play this game. I over dramatically roll my eyes at him and just give him the sassiest look toward him which makes him confused. Idiot. I quickly look over at Cassie who is currently playing with her hair and practically drooling over Jake. He quickly looks over to my line of vision and smiles at her. Well thanks for that.
"Alright class, today were going to learn about enzymes. So please take out your notes." Mr. George my AP Bio teacher says to the class.
This is going to be a long year.
***
Finally class is over and I'm free again. Schools isn't over but I have senior open so I don't have a 8th period.
I practically run to my locker to get my things to go home. Today was a disaster. And I thought I had a chance.
Once I grab my books I shut my locker and lock it. I turn around and once again I'm knocked down.
"Oh I'm sorry. Lilly right?" It's Jake Of course it's Jake. Because I need this right now.
"Yeah, and I'm leaving now." I mumble and get up and start to walk away as fast as I can. Once I'm at the door I turn around and he's looking at me confused as ever. I turn around and start to walk to my car.
Why do boys have to always be such ass holes? Why did he have to pick Cassie? Cassie and I are the worst of friends. She is just going to rub this in my face.
I get in my car and turn on the radio, hoping to drown out my thoughts.
***
"Hey honey, how was school? Did you make any new friends?" My mom asks. Just shut the hell up mom and leave me alone. Ugg.
"It was fine." I mumble and walk up the stairs to my room and shut the door.
Can I just hibernate in my room all year? Yeah good idea.
I reach for my laptop on the night stand next to my bed and decide to go on Facebook. I have one new friend request. Jake Markey.
So his last name is Markey? What kind of last name is that? Markey? Haha decline request.
I get off of Facebook and go on tumblr. Good thing I don't have any homework because I probably won't get off of tumblr for a while. The first thing I see is a funny gif of a cat falling off a table. Ah, I love tumblr. Never fails to cheer me up.
***
After scrolling through my news feed for 4 hours, it's 11 pm. I really need to get a life. But for now I'm good with this.
I get up and go into the bathroom and brush my teeth, and brush my hair. I remove my make up so I don't have to do it in the morning.
I get into my bed, and I remember I need to charge my phone. I get up and go to my backpack but my phone isn't there. I hope I didn't leave it at school, or that someone didn't take it. Shit. If someone found it they can go through all of my contacts and messages because the dumb ass I am took a password off of my phone.
I go down stairs and grab the home phone to call it. On the second ring someone picks up.
"Who are you? How did you get my phone? And why are you answering it?" I yell at the person who has my phone.
"Woah, woah. Calm down. It's me Jake. You dropped your phone when I bumped into you in the hallway today. You got up so fast and walked away like you were afraid of me or something. I answered you phone because it said home on the caller i.d so I figured it was you. I was going to give you back your phone tomorrow."
"Oh, well don't look through my phone or I'll make sure you never talk again. And don't get my number I don't want to talk to you."
"I wasn't going to look through your phone. I'm not a complete ass hole."
"Ok well I don't want to keep you from Cassie. Have fun." I say sarcastically before hanging up the phone.
A few seconds later my phone rings again. I walk over and pick it up before i can see who it is.
"I don't like her, i like you." He says and hangs up before I can respond. Why would he be all over her in biology if that's the case. I choose to believe that he's just trying not to be such an ass, but still. He was with Cassie! I can't just look past that.
Or was he being serious? No I'm sleeping that didn't happen. He wouldn't have said that. It's late Lilly, you need sleep.
I walk up stairs and lay down. 'I like you' keeps playing in my mind over and over again. Maybe Stella was right. But if he didn't like Cassie then why did he walk into bio with his arm snaked around her waist? I don't understand.
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Thanks to Shawnie_5sos for making the amazing cover because I clearly cannot make one. So thank you again. It took me a while but I got it to fit!
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