Mess Me Up

Chapter 20

Jena's POV

He just kissed me and I walked out. Way to leave him in a shock mode. He didn't even expect that. I knew he didn't. He thought if I kissed him, I would give in. Nope sorry I'm no sucker. I am not one to give in. I am a person who goes for the gold almost like soccer. Go for the goal or go for the gold. He didn't see that coming.

So many things are spinning through my mind right now. Too many things.

"Hey why are we leaving" Karli asks while in the car.

"Harry kissed me" I say

"He what?!!" she exclaims.

"He kissed me but after awhile I let go" I say.

"Wait are you saying you let him kiss you?" she says.

"Yea he asked what would happen if he kissed me and I said well I would to busy kissing you" I smile

"Ohhh someone is crushing" she says.

"And last night he said I agreed to be his girlfriend. " I say looking at the window not in Karli's eyes.

"Jena repeat that again?" she says.

"I am supposedly his girlfriend but I am not I swear" I say

"Good it's too soon" she says.

"What about you and Louis a kiss yet maybe dating?" I ask.

"Nothing happened" she said.

"You're a liar you were in bed with him nearly naked" I say driving.

"Well maybe a little kiss that's all" she says smirking.

"Karli spit it out every single bit" I say.

"Well we kissed last night. It was not romantic it was to a song. Actually pitbull. He sang grab somebody sexy tell them hey give me everything tonight. And I guess I was that sexy" she says.

"Never!!" I say.

"Yes" she says laughing.

"Karli. You're getting attached girl. You have him hooked. He is in the trap. " I say.

"The trap?" she asks confused.

"You don't really like him?" I ask.

"Maybe just a little" she says holding up fingers pinching them together leaving them a little open to show how much she likes him.

"KARLI" I say.

"What?" She asks.

"You can't like Louis! This is just a set up we don't really like them" I say.

"Why can't we?" she asks

"Because they didn't want to speak to us the last 6 months he has your number you know" I say.

"Yes you're right" she whines.

"I know I am good with them boys you know" I say winking and nudging her.

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When we get back to the house I go straight to my shower. I feel disgusting. I feel nasty from previously throwing up. I plug my phone into the dock and turn on shuffle.

"I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath. Scared to rock the boat and make a mess. So I sat quietly agreed politely. I guess that I forgot I had a choice I let you push me past the breaking point. I stood for nothing so I fell for everything. You held me down but I got up. Already brushing off the dust. You hear my voice you hear that sound. Like thunder gonna shake the ground. You held me down but I got up get ready cause I had enough you see it all you see it now. I got the eye of the tiger the fighter dancing through the fire cause I am the champion and you're gonna hear me roar louder louder than the lion cause I am the champion cause you're gonna hear me rooooooaaasrrrrr roooaaarrrr roooaaarrrr you're gonna hear me roar" I sing beautifully.

"Wow you're amazing. " A familiar voice says. I jump from the sound of that voice I slide open the door. Just enough to see who it Is.

"Harry? get out. " I say.

"Why let me hear you sing somemore never really heard you sing " he says.

"Get out! Why are you here!!" I ask.

"I wanted to talk to you" he says.

"Gosh just let me finish!!!" I say.

"Ok girlfriend" he says smiling showing dimples.

After I finish after maybe 5 minutes I step out and wrap myself into a towel.

"Were you listening the whole time?" I ask.

"Yep the minute you started singing I stepped in" he smiles with big dimples.

"You just had to listen" I say.

"You can be a singer one day with that voice" he says.

"Yea right the only place I can sing is the car and the shower" I say.

"Yeah right" he says.

"Why'd you come here anyways. " I say

"To talk to you about that kiss and us" he says.

"What is there to talk about?" I ask.

"Well us last night especially, you being my girlfriend" he says.

"Harry for 1 I am not your girlfriend 2 umm whatever happened, wasn't meant to happen just drop it " I say going over to my drawers.

"I can't drop it and you know you can't either" he says walking over to me.

"I can" I say.

"Look me in my eye and tell me you have no feelings for me" he says starring with passion in my eyes.

"Harry i don't have feeling for you" I say starring into those green eyes.

"Those eyes... they tell lies and you know it" he says.

"Harry it's the truth, maybe 6 months ago I had feelings for you but i honestly don't have feelings for you anymore" I say.

"6 months ago you had feeling for me?" He asks with sympathy.

"Yes truly and it messed me up. Seeing you with Kate. Someone you didn't belong with just made me go mad. " I say.

"What if I said I want you for myself right now, be my girlfriend" he says.

"Harry I will have to turn that offer down the time is too soon I'm sorry" I say.

"Well the offer is still up as long as you need it" he says walking out the door I watch as he enters his car.

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Authors Note:
Didn't see that coming huh?

For all you previous readers thank you for rereading. I hope you're enjoying the story. I love all of you for reading. Thanks.