Mess Me Up

Chapter 36

Jena's POV

I wish I could describe the way I felt yesterday when I played my guitar. When I heard harry play that guitar it flooded back so many memories. Memories of me when I was little. After my dad had a heart attack he couldn't play and he couldn't remember how to play. He was lucky to even live. And I am grateful for that everyday.

I had to write a song for my singing class so I really needed to work on it. I go back into my room where that secret spot of mine is and work on it. I had to play my guitar in front of my class it was mandatory for the song.

I take the guitar to the living room making sure my door was locked. I sit on the couch and take out my pick.

"Lights go down, and the night is calling to me, yeah.

I hear voices singing songs in the street

And I know that we won't be going home for so long, for so long.

But I know that I won't be on my own, yeah.

I love this feeling that right now

I wish you were here with me

Cause right now

Everything is new to me.

You know I can't fight the feeling.

And every night I feel it.

Right now

I wish you were here with me.

Late night spaces with all our friends, you and me, yeah.

Love these faces just like how it used to be.

And we won't be going home for so long, for so long.

But I know, I won't be on my own, on my own.

I'm feeling like right now

I wish you were here with me

Cause right now

Everything is new to me.

You know I can't fight the feeling.

And every night I feel it.

Right now

I wish you were here with me.

And I could do this forever.

Whoa, whoa.

And let's go crazy together.

Whoa, whoa.

Lights go down and I hear you calling to me, yeah.

Right now

I wish you were here with me

Cause right now

Everything is new to me.

You know I can't fight the feeling.

And every night I feel it.

Right now

I wish you were here with me." I sit on my couch and play. The lyrics just come out of me. I need you right now.

I wonder where I got the lyrics from. I wonder why I chose those lyrics. I wonder. I wonder. I wonder. I wonder if it's about my dad or about Harry. I just wonder. Harry lives about 45 minutes away from me. My parents live about 8 hours away in Nevada. I just wonder how I come up with these lyrics. It just makes me wonder. I come up with lyrics when I least expect it. It's weird. It's difficult. When I try to write lyrics it doesn't work out. But when I am emotional it just flows out.

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I sit in front of the class. It's my turn to go and perform my song. We weren't aloud to cover a song we had to write one. This is one of my many reasons how I got into this school from singing.

"Are you ready Jena?" Mrs. Briggs asks.

"Yes" I say with my guitar in front of me on my lap.

"Ok go ahead." Mrs. Briggs says.

"Lights go down, and the night is calling to me, yeah.

I hear voices singing songs in the street

And I know that we won't be going home for so long, for so long.

But I know that I won't be on my own, yeah.

I love this feeling that right now

I wish you were here with me

Cause right now

Everything is new to me.

You know I can't fight the feeling.

And every night I feel it.

Right now

I wish you were here with me.

Late night spaces with all our friends, you and me, yeah.

Love these faces just like how it used to be.

And we won't be going home for so long, for so long.

But I know, I won't be on my own, on my own.

I'm feeling like right now

I wish you were here with me

Cause right now

Everything is new to me.

You know I can't fight the feeling.

And every night I feel it.

Right now

I wish you were here with me.

And I could do this forever.

Whoa, whoa.

And let's go crazy together.

Whoa, whoa.

Lights go down and I hear you calling to me, yeah.

Right now

I wish you were here with me

Cause right now

Everything is new to me.

You know I can't fight the feeling.

And every night I feel it.

Right now

I wish you were here with me."

After I'm done singing the whole room is silent. I open my eyes. I feel like I might get sick. I dash out of the room carrying my guitar with me.

"Wait Jena come back " mrs. Briggs yells after me. But I don't come back I just dash back to my dorm.

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She runs away. Why do you think she does?