Baby we're Perfect ( Zarry / Mpreg )

Chapter 32

This is gonna be me one day , Lol.

Zayn POV:

Looking outside of my office glass to the city view , I recalled every single moment I had spent with Harry.

No one has ever made me feel like Harry , I have never had a suitable relationship or stayed this long with someone.

He made me feel like I have the world whenever he was with me. He brought so much joy into my life during the period he stayed with me.

He was my stress reliever and always made me smile even when I didn't want to. He just has this effect on people that can make you love him in such a short time.

He has a big heart and always accepted my apologies whenever I was too hard on him. He didn't use me for money or stayed with me for fame. He is a sweet delicate flower that doesn't want anything other than attention and affection.

I know I love him with all my heart , but having a baby this soon is not a good thing. It was a surprise to me , I mean I only came to terms that I love him and now was hit by the fact that he is pregnant.

I'm not ready for a baby nor a family. I can't take care of myself properly , how will I take care of a baby and my own baby who is Harry!?

'Fuck' I thought as I rested my forehead against the glass remembering my baby's smile , laugh , pout , giggle and every detail of his body.

Have I done a mistake by rejecting Harry? Have I lost the most precious thing in my life? Have I screwed up?

My office door slammed open making me turn around in surprise.

"You son of a bitch! " Adam growled and slammed the door shut after he entered.

I groaned and took a seat on my chair. "What the fuck do you want? I'm not in the mood Adam! " I glared at him.

He sat on a chair in front of my desk. "But you're in the mood of rejecting your child? " He scoffed.

My eyebrows raised in surprise. "How do you know? "

"Kevin is cursing my ass out for what you did even though I don't have anything to do with this but in the end I'm your best friend so I have to be involved. " He hissed.

"Look , this is between me and Harry! No one should put their noses in this. " I rolled my eyes and leaned back in my chair.

He laughed bitterly. "Zayn , open your fucking eyes! You're talking like it's a toy , what's between you two is a damn soul. " He threw his arms up in frustration.

"I know I know , but put yourself in my shoes! I'm still shocked , I can't make a fucking decision but all I want to do is make it right but I don't know how to do that. " I sighed licking my lips.

"I don't know shit about these matters but you need to talk to Harry or I will shove your pride up your ass for making my hubby mad at me. " He whined childishly.

"I didn't even reject the baby , I just told him that I need to think. " I sighed running a hand through my hair.

"Shouting at him and treating him like shit gives the vibe of 'we're done and I don't give a shit about you' thing. " He looked at me blankly.

Before I could reply a knock interrupted us. Maria walked in the office. "Harry's father is waiting outside , sir. " She informed me.

I looked at Adam nervously who shrugged so I looked back at Maria. "Let him in. "