I Knew

I Could No Longer Recall

If you asked me to recall the exact time when everything started to fall apart, I wouldn't be able to give you an answer.

I could no longer recall when his eyes stopped searching for mine in a crowded room.

I could no longer recall when he stopped looking at me with traces of wonder and desires dancing in his eyes.

I could no longer recall when the mere sound of my voice no longer causes a reaction of a smile to form upon his beautiful face.

I could no longer recall when he started to divert his attention away from me.

I could no longer recall when I went from his number one priority, to his last.

I could no longer recall when the laughter and conversations became sparse, and the sex increased to compensate.

I could no longer recall when he stopped listening to my endless chatter that he once adored but now deemed annoying.

I could no longer recall when any of these happened, but I knew.

I knew it was the end of us.