Sometimes all you ever wanna do is curl up into a ball and cry. Sometimes all you want is to lock your room and sit because loneliness when you're alone is far better than the loneliness you feel with people around you. Sometimes all the heart wants is to beat without pain. Sometimes though, it wants love even if it pains. It wants understanding from at least one person around you. Al least one person who can recognize your emotions and the hurt you feel. At least one person who knows you do not hate them but you hate the way they make you feel.
When time and again you're made to feel worthless, you begin to believe it's true. And that's the worst point there is to reach. It becomes excruciatingly difficult to overcome that feeling of worthlessness.
That is the moment you realize that man is, by nature, selfish. And your concern for people should not underestimate your need to stay sane.
People are only going to disappoint you anyway.
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Random Outbursts
RandomA collection of random thoughts, poems and reminders that I pen down. Cover credits: @angelofegypt
