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Olivia's POV

Alan looked down at me with a raised eyebrow. "Come on now. Let's go." He said trying to walk around me but I blocked him.

I looked at him at the eyes being serious. "Are you serious?" He asked in disbelief. "Yah." I murmur. "Just. . . . . . Sit down ok? Tonight, I'll tell you everything." I said and motioned for him to sit down at one of the wooden chair. He sat down and I took a chair and sat in front of him.

I took a deep breath. "I'll start from the beginning. When I was 5 my parents started abusing me. I was friend with Daniel at that age. I always got scars, bruises and wounds all over my body. It went about a month and I got used to it at a young age. They continued to abuse me. It never stopped and they never cared." I furiously wiped the tears I didn't know that was falling. "That explains the wounds I got before and I'm just scared to tell people about it. Im scared of being different. Im scared of no one loving me." I buried my face on my hands and cried harder.

All these years. I finally told someone. Someone other that Daniel. I felt Alan picked me up and set me at his lap. He hugged me whispering things at me "I'm sorry Olivia. It's ok, everything's is gonna be ok. I'm always here for you."

We sat in silence. I removed my shades and stared at Alan's chest. I looked up at him and he looked down at me with such want, sympathy, love and caring.

"I-I'm sorry. It's just-" I was cut off by Alan. "No need to be sorry. It's ok, all those years of pain it must be hard for you to keep all of that in." He said.

"You know, sometimes I think that I'm not good enough for you. You're brave, smart, strong and a beautiful woman. I love you as who you are now." He said and pecked my lips.

"I-i . . . " I was speechless to what he said. He gently wiped away my tears with his thumbs. "Come here." I said and we cuddled.

I'm madly, deeply in love with Alan Rickman. I cuddled closer to him and breath out a shaky breath. "You should go now. I don't mean it in a bad way. I mean it's 11:22 and you need to rest." I said playing with his collar. I gave him my best puppy dog eyes.

I can see that he's biting his lips. He finally sigh and said "Ok, but I'll come back tomorrow ok?" I nodded my head. I got off of him and he stood up and started climbing up the ladder but stopped. He quickly turned around and gently kissed me which I kissed back.

He pulled apart and smiled at me. "Goodnight Olivia. I love you." He said. "Goodnight to you too Alan. I love you more." I said with a small smile.

He climbed up the ladder and out the window. He went in his car and waved at me goodbye before driving off.

I closed the window and laid down on my 'bed'. I eventually fell asleep thinking about Alan.

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