I have exams and star testing next week and I'm still struggling to keep up with work and finish what was last due and aH
Honestly I just want to abandon everything and just go
But I have to get this all done or else my mom's throwing me back to my old school and my anxiety can't take that aHa
But at the same time I wanna go back cause one, my work will be more organized than how it is now, and two, I get to see my friends and teachers again
But then comes the downside of the obnoxious idiotic irritating people that makes learning so fucking hard and then my social anxiety and awkwardness and then me wanting to put myself out there but I lack the confidence to do so and then I fall into loneliness realizing that I have a problem aha
Seriously tho, I really do and desperately want to fix it cause I want to go see my friends again but yet I don't have the courage to go start a conversation with them publicly or on phone
Anyways, here's some stuff I got lined early in the morning (noon cause that's when I woke up)
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Welp time for me to internally cry on the inside while I do work that stresses me out :')
At least my mom and sis are having a good time, they're listening to some Spanish station and playing Monopoly
