that worked out better than i thought

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Ha
I guess I kinda came out to my mom and sister last night

Although I wasn't really planning too cause I thought it wasn't necessary since you don't go around telling people you're straight but my mom kinda cornered me into coming out ha

It wasn't bad or anything, she just asked me "Would you be scared to tell me that you're gay?" Or something like that and then I said no and said that I was pansexual and explained to her why I didn't tell her before

But yeah I kinda knew my mom would take it well since she's very supportive and she also had a couple of friends who were lesbians (I don't know about gay but I think there's someone in my family who is)

But ye, my sister took it well too, she asked me what was pansexual and I explained it to her

But to those who don't know, it's kinda like being Bisexual but the only difference is is that you're attracted to all genders instead of two
Like agenders, gender fluid, bigender, etc.

The only thing I'm worried about is my dad and his side of the family

Cause like, they're not that supportive and will literally criticize everything you do
And not to mention, remember what I said about probably having a family member who's gay, well when he came out everyone in my dad's side were surprised and they kept joking about it to him but like in a very disrespectful way

And now I'm thinking if I tell him, I'm probably going to be the next laughing stock in the family

But like the best part about this tho, is that my mom actually asked his family and him that what they had a child who was gay and they didn't even answer so I'm guessing they didn't like the question but like I'll ruin their little expectations of me being straight I'll be like

"aYE YO GUYS, I'LL TOTALLY KISS AND DATE A GIRL HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THAT!!"

I'm just imagining them being shock them silent and I'm laughing hA

No but seriously, it went out better than I thought cause like, nothing really changed
My mom and sister accepted me being pansexual and it's great cause now that they know I'm pansexual
They won't have to be surprised if I get a girlfriend or a non binary lover or basically any gendered lover

(But seriously tho, I was pansexual for like two year now I think, maybe three, but I grew a little crush on one of my friends but I think she already was with someone so I kept quiet hA)

I almost had a chance with her tho, she was single once and a friend almost hooked us up but I guess I was like too antisocial for her and I was alright with that, I mean she had good intentions I just wouldn't want her to be with someone who couldn't make her happy or something cause she's a good person

I'm still friends with her tho, she good, but my crush on her kinda went away cause we had different classes and then I went to homeschooling and kinda lost touch

She had a Wattpad tho, but I think she deleted it
I don't know, I still have a feeling she still has it but made a new one (I don't know her user)
So there's still a chance she could see this
Her name is Emily by the way
But aye, if you're seeing this Emily
Hiiiiiii ha ;-;
(Guess I kinda told her I had a crush on her hA)

Anyways, but there's my little coming out story that is sent planning on having ha
Also a bonus on like my first ever girl crush

Anyways have a doodle

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