Love You, Mr. Right

Chapter 18

Around 12, all of them enjoyed snacks time with the kids. Phil seemed to involve with children there. Haneul also played and chatted with some shy kids who didn't dare to play with the other. Jungkook, on the other hand helped some kids in playing video game. Meanwhile, Suga was teaching kids to play piano with his tired face. Nara was the one who laughed a lot with V and J-Hope. Jin and his girlfriend took care of two babies at the corner. Instead of joining them, Lee Han quietly looked at them smiling. Slowly, Phil approached and sat beside his friend.

"Are you feeling well? Headache?" Han asked.

"Nope." Phil shook his head.

"Thank you, Han." Phil suddenly said. Han raised his eyebrow.

"Wae?"

"Thanks for everything. Thanks to Haneul. Thanks for what you and your family did to me. And thanks for today." He continued and Han nodded.

"It's...nothing." Han said brushing his palms together.

"For Haneul..."

"..."

"I think about it again and again..."

"Look, Phil..."

"Let me express this, Han. I need you to know."

"Ok, go on."

"To think about it again...I was so selfish. Don't you think so?"

"...Kind of...but..."

"I'm fine, Han. Now I'm totally fine. And I know I'm on the upper hand in this relationship. So I made a question."

"What is it?"

"Should I let her go?" What Phil said made Han turn to him.

"Phil..."

" I meant it...If it's love, I don't hurt her. But what I did and what I'm doing, I only make her suffer even more. She got pressured and she even sacrifices her happiness just because of my selfishness. Again and again it blamed me..."

"..." what Han could do was letting out a sigh.

"And just looking at him, I realize I hurt both of them at the same time and it's only for my happiness in a very short period." Phil said looking at Jungkook who playing game with kids crazily.

"Han..."

"Hm?"

"What do you think?" The one who was asked let out a big sigh.

"I see your point. And I'll say you're right with the fact that you make them hurt.But in the name of a friend and a brother, I have stay in the middle in order not to lose my friend and not to lose my sister at the same time..." Han said leaning back.

"..."

"At this situation and just before you talk to me, I know you already have a decision. So you can tell me what you're planning to do." Han said calmly. Deep inside he realized the reason why Phil talked to him. And without words, he knew his friend was mature enough to know everything.

"But time is really suck here..."

"I'll do what I can."

"Deal"

"Ok" They bumped the fists and Phil turned to look at Haneul who shyly smiled when Jungkook gave her a wink. Phil sighed lowering his head down. Han acknowledged everything but he chose not to speak out since he knew Phil was gonna work out by himself to solve the mess he had made.

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Haneul's POV

After the event, Phil told me to go home first because he had something to do with my brother. So I drove the car back home by myself. The day after tomorrow would be the big day of my life but it was not happening by love. Instead of going home, I drove toward Han river and sat there watching people around. My mind was so blank. I didn't know where to go and what to do. One thing I could repeat to myself was 'let it slide'.