The Journey

Spontaneous

Hi guys! I'm back and inspired again! Just in case you didn't know, this book is me attempting to write a realistic jelena fanfic on their relationship.. if that makes any sense?........this next chapter is based on an interview in 2012 where Justin said his first kiss with Selena was in a car and described it as spontaneous. enjoy :)

Justin's POV 

    Selena and I had spent the entire Christmas break together at this beautiful beach with friends, making fun memories. Sadly, break is over, so it's back to reality.

 After getting off our private jet, I decided to drop her off directly home in my car so that it'd only be the two of us. Yes, I purposely want us alone so that I can finally tell her how I feel. During the trip we never got the chance to really be alone. I think it's time to open up to her. I know she feels the way I do. Everyone sees it, even our close friends see it. 

Maybe we're just worried about jeopardizing our friendship..

"Bye guys! Had a blast!" Selena says pulling  Fredo, Ashley, and our other friends into hugs. I said my farewells as well and called Selena over so we can start heading. 

"Alright let's get you home" I tell her as I open the passenger seat.

We hopped in the car and Selena clueless about how nervous I was feeling, blurts out with the cutest smile, "Well, that was a trip to remember huh" 

She's completely clueless and I might piss myself. 

"Definitely" I say, trying to be as emotionless as possible. 

She looks at me concerned, "Jay, what's going on?"

I keep my eyes on the road and then quickly glance at her and wink, "it's all good."

I realized I just made this drive worse by letting silence take over the long drive from the airport. I can tell my weirdness wore off on her and she probably felt the need to stay silence as well. 

Did she know why I was acting so weird?  I feel like she picked up on it. 

I looked at her and then quickly looked back on the road again. I can feel her stare at me, waiting for me to say something.

We pulled up on her drive way and that's when I knew it was either now or never. She knows something's up and here I am giving her the silent treatment like a jerk. 

I turn off the engine and just sit there, slowly looking up at her direction. She's already staring back at me waiting for an explanation. 

She definitely knows. Her stare says it all. I lick my lips, my gaze still on her. Until she unbuckles her seatbelt and with a sigh says, "well.. thanks for the drive.. I better get going." Before she can open the car door I blurt out, "Selena, wait!"

With no hesitation, my body leans towards her side of the front passenger seat like a magnet. My lips crash onto hers desperately. I kiss her slow, yet I can feel us both hungry for more. Our hearts racing at different paces. It felt like a jump scare, yet one we've both been longing to happen. Finally, our lips parted still breathing heavily; but not because of how hungry we were, but for how nerve wrecking this moment was. Well after all, this is how first kisses go, but this one no one expected to happen now, like this.

My face still close to hers, we smile. 

"goodnight, Justin" She smiles back at me and  gets off the car. I stay in the passenger seat in shock. 

 Did I blow it or did that kiss say what we've both been trying to say all this time?