Why?
All I can ever ask is why?
You made me feel like the happiest girl and then suddenly.......
You disappeared.
Poof.
You were gone.
You dropped out off my life in a instant and I have no idea what to say.
I see you everyday and
I wish I had the courage to say hi.
But it's always going to be awkward.
I tried to stop.
I still love you,
Even if it feels like I'm walking on needles and
stabbing myself in the heart
Over and Over again.
Still,
I watched as you loved her
And broke her heart
Just the same way you hurt me.
Mutual?
I thought not
Because she ended up crying to me, Heartbroken and Tired
Just the same way I was.