Hi I know this isn't a part of the book but I don't know what to do. I feel so sad and not motivated to do anything. Why am I even trying to write these story's, nobody's going to like them. I will never be good. I'm not good at anything. Why am I even trying. Why am I writing this, nobody's even going to care. I just feel so confused about what to do because my life is terrible and I don't know what to do to make it better because everything has already happened. I'm not talented in writing so why am I trying, I will never be as good as other people. Less people have started reading my stuff so why do I carry on? I don't get it. Why can't my life be different, why can't I just be like the other people with perfect lives and don't have to see the things I've seen. I have seen so many things that no matter how hard I try I can't remember them when I want to forget. I have been taken off my parent once and it's happened again and I'm slowly watching my mum get sadder everyday to the point where she just drinks to forget, I have seen physical abuse infront of me as I cry thinking about why I was put into this mess. I have been bullied to the point were I just stop going to school. I have waded through what other people have not been through and I know some people are worse than me and I'm not the only one. But it's creeping up on me slowly. All of you have been so helpful with nice feedback saying you like what I'm doing, but I don't. I pretend everything is fine and I'm happy, but how long can I pretend. Thanks all of you for enjoying my stuff. When I feel better I will write more again.
Sorry I had to tell you this.
Goodbye for now. X
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