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Chapter Ⅰ

  •Jisoo POV•
"Ugly."

"Bitch."

"Hor."

"Ass."

"Idiot."

"Hoe."

"Slut."

"Trash."

"Hey bitch!" Someone yells grabbing my hair harshly making me look at them.

Oh look. The queenka. Leyla. Chang Leyla. She's from out of states.

"Pick up the trash you've left behind! Wait...you are the trash anyways." She says proud of herself.

"Haha!" Laughter was all i heard everyday, every hour, every minute....every second....
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School continued to be the same as what happened in the morning.

I would always come home with bruises or cuts. My parents didn't care since they hated each other and never focused on how much they hurt me.

I ran up to my room and shut the door, locking it too.

~2 hours later~

"FUCK YOU! YOUR SUCH AN ASS! GO FUCKING DIE!" I heard my mom say.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!" I heard a loud slap after that.

I sobbed. Continuing to hear the sounds of anger, hurt, sadness, hate, and regret, coming from both of my parents.

I couldn't take it. I got up from my spot by the door and went to my desk. There I grabbed a photo of my two old best friends. Jin. Kim Seokjin. Suga. Min Yoongi.

I turned the picture frame around and opened it. In there was a blade. 5 of them. I grabbed the sharpest one and closed the frame and put it back in its correct spot.

I went to the bathroom connected to mine and my older sisters. She was gone though. She was living her life now.

As i entered the bathroom i locked all possible entrances to get inside. I locked doors and windows. I shut the window curtains and turned on the bathtub, letting the water fill up. I waited and dipped myself in, with my clothes on.

I held the blade to my left arm.

"Annyeong best...friend..." I said sadly.

I began to make slits on my arm. Letting the blood go down into the tub and some on the floor. I didn't give a shit if I died from this to be honest. I'd rather die then to live in such a nasty world.

I never really felt anything when I cut now a days since I started to cut in 7th grade. Now i was a junior. A junior still in pain.

I finally stopped cutting and got out the tub looking at the mirror. I sighed. I felt slightly relieved.
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~The Next Day~
When i arrived to school the same thing happened again, this time, the kingkas approached me. Bts. Bangtan. Sonyeondan.

"Hi little bitch!" They said to me while pushing me to each other.

Meanwhile, out of the corner of my eyes I saw Jin and Suga. They were just looking at the ground, with hurt yet blank expressions.

"P-please...stop..." I say quietly as in almost a whisper.

"What was that?" Rap Monster asked.

"S-stop...please..." I say again.

"And why would we?" Asked J-hope.

I looked at the ground again.

"Yah! Look at us when we're asking you a question!" Jungkook, the maknae said while pulling my hair to look at him.

"Such....an....ugly...face right?" He asked smirkingly.

I pushed myself out of his grip and ran to class.
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When class ended it was time for lunch. I never went to lunch. I never really ate at all to be honest. Instead I would go to the rooftop and relax for a little.

I headed up to the rooftop. As i got there i took a breath in as i actually enjoyed being up here.

As i turned i saw someone sitting down on my normal spot, aka, the bench. I saw that it was Jungkook.

He opened his eyes. Turning his head to me.

Did i say his name outloud?!

I quickly ran back to the doorway trying not to end up in his trap. But i was to late. He grabbed my left arm. Why?!?! Of all arms that one!?!

"Ow!!" I screamed.

"I didn't even grab you that har-" he was about to say something when he stopped.

Oh no. No don't tell me you found out that easily. No. No. No. No!!!

He held my arm tighter and turned me around facing him. Then he turned my arm making my palm face him. Then he rolled up my school uniform sweater up.

Showing my secret. My one and darkest secret.

I just looked at the ground. Not wanting to look.

"How long?" He asked.

I stayed silent.

"How long?!" He asked impatiently.

"Since7thgrade." I said speedily.

"Why?" He asked.

I stayed silent again.

He sighed.

"Stop doing it." He said softly.

I was shocked. Why tf would you want me to stop, i mean im getting more hurt. Isn't that what he wants me to do?

"Stop doing this!!" He said again, more, beggingly?

"Why?" I asked.

~~~End Of Chapter I~~~
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