Jacks pov
She comes up to the door sees me and try's to shut the door.
"Ashley talk to me." "No Jack you couldn't stand that I had an actual friend." "Ashley it wasn't that." She opens the door a little more. "Then what was it Jack." "I was just jealous because you weren't spending time with me." "Wow Jack. You were jealous of a girl." "I'm sorry I just.. I miss you." "You miss me... yeah right you broke up with me just go away jack." "Babygirl... I didn't mean to hurt you please take me back I'll never hurt you again I love you so so so much." "I'm tired of the lies Jack. Goodbye." She said as she shut the door.
As she shut the door I knew my heart must've been in the door because it hast got crushed. I try to stay manly and not cry. But as one tear fell they all started to. Then I noticed it's been a good two minutes and I was still on her porch staring at the door. The door that's separating me from Ashley. I love her. I'm not telling her lies. I love her I'm not going hurt again. I actually love love love her. She's the best thing that has happened to me.
As I look down I notice it's been 5 minutes of standing on porch I should just leave I tell myself. But when I try to move my feet I can't I can only stand in this one spot. The spot where I'm alone again. The spot where she broke my heart... again. No more. No more coming to this porch where I always get the door slammed in my face.
Okay now you have to leave just move your feet. Get to the car then you can have a breakdown if you want. You have to move. Move off the porch. I keep telling myself I finally get the strength to move and go to my car. When I get in I absolutely break down I start crying. I slam my hands in the steering wheel. I need to hit something...
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Being his ex girlfriend (a Jack Maynard love story)
FanfictionThis is no where near being real btw.. But I hope you enjoy. So yeah guys this is my first official like book book so please don't judge it. But yeah I love y'all.
