Being his ex girlfriend (a Jack Maynard love story)

I love you (19)

Recap

"Hey con. I was wondering I with you the whole night right." "Um Jack you were with me most of the night." I look over at Ashley and see her inhale deeply and see a tear come down her face as I feel one roll down mine. "Conor what do mean by most." "Well um Jack at around twelve you left with some girl." Ashley let's out the breathe she'd been holding. And that's when I heard my heart break lirterally break.

Ashley's pov

He cheated on me. He cheated on me. He cheated on me. That's the only thing that kept going through my mind. I can't control my tears they just start poring down my face. I feel like I can't breathe. Jack hangs up with Conor.

"I-i-i loved you Jack. How... how could you?" "Ashley baby I swear I would never intentionally cheat on you I love you. I was drunk and I'm so sorry I know that's not a reason. I love you." "I sadly love you too." "I'm so sorry." "I have to leave Jack." "I understand."

I was surprised he didn't fight for me. Does that mean that he doesn't care? He didn't fight at all. I go upstairs and go pack a bag. I come back down and Conor's coming through the door.

"Ashley you guys were meant to be together okay let's go to jack and fix this." "Conor it's over." I say as more tears escape. "No it can't be. Jack loves you so so much. And I know you love him." "If he really loved me he would have fought." "Fought?" "Fought for me to stay." "He didn't?" "No not at all." "Let's go talk to him." "I'll stay right here you go." "Okay."

Conor goes to where Jack is and I go outside of the door so I can here. "Is she gone?" "Yeah." Conor says sad like. And then I hear Jack just start balling. He does care. "Why didn't you fight for her Jack?" "Because I really messed up. She will never forgive me. I wouldn't. Did you see her wrist?" "No what's wrong with it?" "There's a big bruise on it." "What happened." "I hurt her. Me I hurt her the only girl I actually care about. And I hurt her. And she forgave me. She is way to good to me Conor and I hurt her. Now she's God knows where with God know who doing God knows what. Okay I can't deal with this. This not knowing and I can't deal with what I did her. I am the worst human being ever. And she.. she's the best why would she ever want to be with me." I am crying so hard now. I walk in there and jack looks at me in disbelief. "Because I love you. I love you Jack." He just sits there still in disbelief.

"Jack I think that we should go back to being just friends. So that whenever your at the club and you take her home you won't have to feel guilty about it the next day. And you can have any girl you want at any time you want." "Ashley I don't want any other girl okay? I don't understand how you don't get that. I love you. I want you. I need you. I don't need anyone else only you forever. I don't want some hoe who I throw out the next day I want you. Ash your so special to me and if I can't have you then I'm sorry ashley I can't be just friends with you. It'll never work I love you way to much to be just friends. I'm sorry." "Your so selfish. It's all about you. You can't be friends with me. You can't. You hurt me Jack. You not me. You cheated on me. You. And your being selfish." "I'm sorry Ashley."

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