Existential crisis (Dan x reader)

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Just so you know, this is a Dan Howell x reader oneshot so hope you enjoy fellow phans

Walking up the stairs to your boyfriend's flat, you open the door and walk inside.

In the "Existential Crisis Hallway" you find a figure laying face down on the floor.

"Dan?" you ask and crouch down next to him. He mumbles and rolls around a bit.

"Existential crisis?" you ask and he tries to nod with his head pressed into the carpet.

You sit next to him and then lay on your side, facing him. You tuck your arms under your head.

"So what are you thinking about" you ask him. He does this quite often so you learned to deal with it, but also to help him.

"Death" he replies. You lay quietly next to him, waiting for him to say something else.

"What is the point of life?" he asks no one.

"Well, whatever you make it" you reply after thinking for a while.

"Why do we live if we are just going to die?"

"We live because of a higher purpose and die because everything has an end" you always answer his questions because it always makes him feel better and helps you think too.

"Is there a higher purpose? Are we just puppets and have our lives already planned with every detail?"

"I think everyone has a choice of unclear paths through our lives" he suddenly opens his eyes and sees you, right in front of him. You smile at him and he sadly stares at you.

"Why do stay here? With me? Why are you always looking out for me? Why do you stay, when I'm just a pain to deal with?" he sadly asks you.

"You like asking questions today don't you?" you joke. He lightly smiles, but it quickly drops. "I'm kidding" you reassure him. You begin to answer his questions.

"I stay here because I love you and I don't want to leave you alone. I look out for you because everyone needs someone looking out for them, even if they don't want it. I stay because I need you and you'll never be a burden, or a pain. Basically, it's because I love you"

He looks up at you, and tear rolls his cheek. You run your thumb over his cheek and wipe away his tears. "You know I hate it when you cry" you pull him close to you. "You just mean so much to me and I constantly worry about you leaving me" he says " don't worry, I wont leave you. Ever" you pull him into a kiss

I know not all of you are in the phandom, but I thought it would be cool to do something different. Did you like this should I do more one-shots with different people? Bye!

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