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#When the love fades

I had this feeling of confusion since i left the Philippines. The feeling of loving someone on a wrong time. Loving that someone will end you up broke into pieces. You will fight for him but does love really enough to risk?.

I'm here right now at our secret place. It's our little secret place since 10. We plan our future, we fall and confess each others love here. Our memories are here. How can i do this to him?.

~flashback

"Chanhee sshi!"

"Yoomi! Nandito ako" i looked up and saw him waving at me with a bright smile

"Ano ginagawa mo dyan?"

"Inaayos ko tong white screen, so we can watch movies and videos here. Ang hirap kasi pag sa phone lang tayo nanonood". he explain

"Oo nga". I agree "ah, ako naman may dalang glass board so we can hang our pictures or we can make moodboard here".

"That's cool!"

"Okay, i'll hang this up, here?or there? What do you think?"

"Yoomi! Ako na dyan after nito".

"No. Finish that. I can handle this".

I search for a hook to hung the big glass board pero it loose kaya bumagsak sa kin. I couldn't handle the weight kaya na out of balance ako. I fall on the floor pati na rin ang board na nabasag.

"Yoomi!" bumaba agad si Chanhee to help me.

"Are ok? Let me look". He grab my hand and saw scrape to my palm

"Lets go". he said in serious tone

"Eodi?"

"Sa hospital, baka mainfect yang sugat mo".

"Wag na. It's just a cut. Nothing serious okay"

"Are you sure?"

"I'm sure" i assured him with a smile

"You'll be fine, alright?" He comforts, even though i already know i'll be fine.

"Yeah, I know." i smile back at him.

"Let's clean this and put a bandage on it so it doesn't get infected okay?" He suggested.

"Of course." i answered as i smile got bigger. I watch him take care of my hands with gently care knowing he doesn't want to hurt me.

"Don't ever fall like that and hurt yourself." He speaks after taking care of my hands .

"No promises." i chuckle.

"Well, I'll make sure I'll catch you next time." He smiles with confidence.

Suddenly i heard chunji's voice and come back to my senses.

~end of flashback

"Yoomi-yah! Kanina ka pa?" Chunji asked me with a smile

"Hindi masyado".

"Oh. May problema ba?, you looked so down".

"Mianhaeyo, chunji". i looked down

"Yoomi-yah. I've known you for a long time alam ko there's something wrong".

"Ch-Chunji..." i turned to him but look back again

"You can tell me everything".

"I.. i ..don't know whats happening to me, it's confusing".

"I can't understand".

"Nevermind, i need to go, ikaw din alam ko buzy ka.."

Pero pinigilan nya ko sa braso "No yoomi, i will give all my time basta ikaw, i want to know. Kahapon ka pa ganyan sa lunch natin".