Complicated Strings

Chapter 15

Hm actually he's kind of handsome. His eyesmile tho! who can resist that. Honestly, if i'm not dating Junhoe, i will just go get him. You don't know how my heart pounded when i was watching him dance. fck that feels.

We're on our way to the final place. LET's EATTTTTT im so hungry. Well we're all gathered in a korean bbq restaurant. eating the barbecue with our own earned money. It feels so great. The first street perfomance for us, i think and it's a great experience!

The food keep coming, we ordered so much but we can't get enough! I wanted to take the meat on the grill pan while Jimin already put it in my bowl. Then acted like nothing happened

Why is he being so nice to me? Stop it boy. I might fall for you. Nah, kidding. I already have Hanb-, Well Junhoe i mean. Fortunately, Junhoe is playing his phone so he didn't see what happened.

We finally finished our dinner and paid with our own money. It feels so great, i think it is my or maybe our first time to use our own money. Honestly, we've been using our parents' money all this time, right?

well these busan boys inspired me! They work hard to earn money for their parents and i'm working hard using my parents' money. That moment i felt that i have learned a lot from them. They give me motivation.

We go for a little walk on the side of the beach. Busan is all about beach and sea. a beautiful city!

seated our asses on the sand, gazing the moon accompanied by stars around it that shine on this beautiful dark sky, this night.

talking about stars, when will i become one?

what are your dreams, guys? Yunhyeong Oppa asked, staring at the sky.

I want to get signed by an agency and become a singer that loved by the nation. Said Dahyun, sounded so excited.

I want to be a rapper like GDragon! isn't he great? Hanbin said and smiling fooly

i want to make a boygroup and be the vocalist! Yunhyeong said

Then we should make a group! Hanbin hyung as rapper, Yunhyeong hyung as the sub vocalist and me as the main vocal! Junhoe on his sassy mode on

Yunhyeong Oppa disagreed and said that he should be the main vocal not Junhoe. Then they both fighting over the position, boasting about their skills. But got shut off by the next question from Hanbin.

Jimin hyung, what is your dream? Hanbin stopped the useless arguments.

He looked at Hanbin and looked back to the sky.
me? i want to be a star. A star that always stay by the side of the moon, like how i want to stay by my parents' sides. And also a star that shines bright even on its darkest.

i've never heard of this what a beautiful, meaningful, got me completely wow-ed, answer. why is this so touching. he got everyone completely lost in his answer.

he definitely is a good son. a really great son.

star that shines, do you mean by, singer? a kpop star? Dahyun asked.

i've never dreamed of becoming one, but if i can, may i? Why he needs permission to persue his dreams?

i'm afraid that people might not like me, i'm not good enough to become one. and i, never talked to my parents about this. Worrying that they will making so much efforts to get me into a school of arts. wasting all their hard earned money on me to persue this foolish dream. that maybe wont  even comes true.

one side, i found that he is so thoughtful of his parents. that everyone should learn this from him. respect!

but another side, what's wrong of persuing our own dreams. if he wanted to dream, he can, if he dares to dream, he must persue it. How can he just give up on his dream so easily. You only live once. even though you might live again in your next life but you wont be this kind of you again. so, we must dare to dream.

Then i heard round of applause. what happened?

you got so mad, Hyena. Dahyun said, looking so surprised.

damn, did i say it out loud? i asked and they nodded. what. omg. THOUGHTS, CAN YOU STOP TALKING OUT LOUD. i am so embarrassed right now.

they all laughed at me as i hid my face on my knee, hugging my legs.

cute someone said i don't know who. ah dont care

After a long talk, we finally get ourselves back to home. Greet a goodbye to Jimin and we separated because of the different ways to our house and his house.

after years of walking, we finally arrived at our villa. seeing the other members already slept peacefully, then i realized it's already been midnight.

i quickly took a shower and throw myself to bed. When the final of the today, finally i can rest. Such a tired day.
I feel like knowing all of us a little bit more after this talking session. and i still dont know about my dreams. nah, lazy to think about it.

let's just sleep.

Hyena's POV end

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Hello everyone, i know its really been a long time, right? and here your lazy queen ass stupid writer has made a comeback, woohoo yeay. hm okay.
i wont be using excuses to say things like, "im busy of school works". yeah i am lazy to countinue this fanfiction because i thought that this was the dead end of the story that couldn't be countinued anymore. i run out of ideas, moment like i suddenly went amnesia of what should i write.

really sorry about this long ass absent on wattpad. hopefully i can greet you guys with a new chapter again, as soon as possible. cameback with this so so so so so really seriously short chapter. again, i'm sorry.

hoping you guys dont mind of waiting the new chapter that don't know when will be updated. see you guys again soon!

oh and, i really like blackpink's new song - as if it's your last! listen a lot to it! Thankyou and Goodbye , loves ❤️