Complicated Strings

Chapter 18

Right from I was a child until now, I have never been so confused about deciding things. I was always sure of what would I choose. But now, I don't even know what I am going to choose. Making a decision that could change the whole thing or maybe the whole life. A decision that may make life a little bit more beautiful or maybe causing chaos in life.

I've known him for 4 years. Maybe for others, it's just 4 years. But these four years changed me, my life. I've never felt so blissful if it wasn't him. He made my four years full of colors, beautiful like a rainbow. But suddenly he went missing, he's not here by my side. Where emptiness attacks. Even I still see him, but it was like, he is not mine. I don't know if I'm greedy or selfish. But he was mine, I don't like him being snatched by other people who came from nowhere. She popped out of nowhere and stealing what was mine.

And now, I think I have made my decision.

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The next day.

As usual, I am eating breakfast which made by my ahjuma. She is my maid but I don't like calling her my maid because it just sounds so wrong for me. She is like my aunt, another mother, friend, or anything better than a maid. She is the one who prepares breakfast, lunch, and dinner for me if my mom is not at home or doesn't wake up because too tired from work.

Ajjhuma, today I'm going to make my first step.

Hm? What do you mean by that, Hyena? Is it Hanbin?

I can't even keep secrets from you. You know everything.

Good luck anyway, honey.

I'm going, Ahjuma! see you later

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Today is Friday. I make my way to the class lazily. Carrying my black leather backpack, playing my phone. Do you know there's a game called, "smash the school". Yeah I'm playing that. Smashing the school facilities. Too focus on my phone, i didn't know that i bumped into a person and dropped my phone. Immediately picked up my phone and apologized until i realized that the person i bumped into is Hanbin.

We made an eye contact for at least 5 seconds.

after that 5 seconds eye contact, he just walked away without saying anything

with no hesitation, I grabbed his hand turning him to face me

shit, i should have hesitated, what have you done hyena!

shouldn't i receive an apology?
omg i am the one who bumped him

he looked at me with disbelief, i know hanbin i know, i feel that too

you are the one who bumped into me
he said

ehm okay then sorry
i walked away

fck that was kind of embarrassing

then suddenly i heard someone's talking to me

wah, who is this hmm? i wonder how to avoid this person when he is literally everywhere

what do u want? i asked and continue my way to the classroom

hey, don't be rude to me hyena yaa~ if you know why i'm here you will be surprised? he said

yeah, what can be more surprised than putting a whole tube of wasabi into my ramyeon huh?  seriously huh, that day i was craving ramyeon so badly, that i went to the convenience store to get one and some asshole put a whole tube of wasabi into my ramyeon just to annoy  the hell out of me

ayy, that was for my subscribers who had been requesting to have you on my video! that's why i did it! but if we think about it again, you went viral thanks to me! and get sponsored by both ramyeon and wasabi company! you should say thanks to me!
i wish i could end his nonstop chatter