Complicated Strings

Chapter 17

do i really like Junhoe? ofcourse i do? or do not? why am i confusing myself. it was an easy question that only needs yes or no. but why am i hesitating? i should just answer
Ofcourse i ... why cant i say it out? Hyena what are you thinking. Isnt thats why you are dating him?

suddenly the bell rang, i wasn't able to answer Bobby.
next time, answer me and he left me. soon, i followed him to the class.

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where has you been during break time? Sooji asked me while preparing history books.

chilling in the rooftop i said and the teacher came in.

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After school, i am walking downstairs with Junhoe. He is so excited telling me his stories but i'm not focusing so i dont understand a thing

Babe~ do you hear what i'm saying? suddenly he grabs my hand which startled me and made me took a step backwards.

why are you so startled? what are you thinking about? are you sick? he tried to get near of me but strangely i rejected.

oh, i'm okay. don't worry i faked a smile

just then, Hanbin and Irene walked passed us. they were talking and laughing about stuffs. What is so funny.

I am getting annoyed, i want to get out of here.
Let's go, June-ya.

-Hyena's pov end

Junhoe's pov

I know it, i saw it. Her eyes were full of anger, or should i say, jealousy? Anyway, we went to a cafe for tea time. She was on her phone all the time, wasnt even paying attention to me.

Actually ive known this from the start. I questioned myself so many times. Will i regret making this decision? It makes me think, why would i even confessed to Hyena while i know she likes Hanbin. Right from the start. I can see that. Everytime,everywhere we meet Hanbin.  Her eyes were totally on him. Her eyes were full of jealousy.

Goo Junhoe!
Sinking deep in my thoughts i didn't realize Hyena was calling me.

Huh, what? Looking confused at her

Let's go home then i took her back to her house.

Junhoe's pov end
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Hyena changed into a hoodie and short after school. When she's just about to take a nap, suddenly she recieved a call from Bobby. Aih what does he want sighed because she couldn't take her nap.

What do you want? can be heard that Hyena's a little annoyed at the phone call.

So scary. Anyway~ im coming to your house! Bobby said

What . Why are you coming? Where are you now?
Then suddenly the door opened revealed a bunny, Bobby.

I'm here! Hi babeee he went to her for a hug but she rejected him.
What the heck are you doing here? Sounding lazy and get back to her bed.

Okay, you know i am curious of your answer. He said.

You came all the way here just for my answer? Kind of disbelief

Yeah. Since i've come all the way here, why don't you answer me? He asked

But Hyena was so speechless. First, about how Bobby comes just to find out her answer. Second, she didn't know how to answer.

If you're not answering , then let me answer it for you.

Hyena's pov
So, i am preparing myself for nap and Bobby just came to answer his question for me. So let's hear it.

Jung Hyena, you don't. Bobby answered it instead of me.
You think you are, but you actually not. If you can't answer it, i'll answer it for you. The one you like, is not Junhoe, but, Hanbin.
i looked very speechless. why am i feeling like hearing myself from another person.

You are jealous. When Hanbin is with Irene, you feel alone, lonely. You need someone to stay beside you, so you choose Junhoe. You are just using him. You don't really like him. Right?
i dont know what to say anymore.

i know i shouldnt say anything about your relationship, but i just cant stand watching you and Hanbin are making things more difficult for yourselves.

See. You care for him, i know it. Everytime, when you see Hanbin together with Irene, you don't like it, right? "Why is Irene there instead of me, i should be there, why is she snatching Hanbin away from me?" I bet these are your questions. There are so many "why" and "what if" in you head. You can actually get them off out of your mind. But you are not sure of yourself.

Bobby was right...

I'm sorry, i didn't mean to ruin your relationship with Junhoe. But i can say i am 100% sure that Junhoe also knows about it. Now, it's up to you Hyena. Make your choice.
I am so confused. I didn't know what to do.

Bobby was right. You like Hanbin, not me. Suddenly Junhoe appeared in front of my door. I was so shocked

Then Bobby left my room to give space for us.

Hyena, don't make yourself confused. Wake up and realize who you really like. It's Hanbin.
I looked into Junhoe's eyes. He said it as my boyfriend?

Remember the day i confessed to you at rooftop? You pushed me as soon as you saw Hanbin appeared. When you rejected my kiss. That moment i realized, you didnt even like me. I'm not saying that you're using me tho, but, im making clear for you.

I think, we should break up

I looked at Junhoe, WHY IS HE LOOKING TOTALLY FINE BREAKING UP WITH ME.

Well, you don't need to apologize to me and don't need to feel bad to me.

Bitch i swear. Once a hoe, will stay a hoe.

Well, must i say thankyou? Hm well. Actually, Junhoe, i did really ever fall for you ONCE. really. But only once. All i could say was just, sorry for making you feel bad and thank you for everything. We can still be friend, right? I smiled expecting a yes from him. I didnt want to lose him, even if he's not my boyfriend, he is a really good friend.

Ofcourse! he hugs me real tight and then let go.

Suddenly Bobby giving us applause. This is the most beautiful break up i have ever seen! Geez this man.

But now i realized, Why did Junhoe come?

Oh, you dropped your lipbalm. Just because of this? I stared at him

Nah, actually i came back because i saw Bobby's car when i was on my way home. He laughed awkwardly

So that you guys are here, how about stay until dinner? I'll ask my mom to make foods for us. I offered. This is really rare because my mom never really cooks for people except that are really close.

Sure, why not? Both of them agreed.

But i'm still in my uniform Junhoe said

Who cares anyway Bobby replied and high fived me. Then we laugh and Bobby ran away before Junhoe could even hit him.
i spent my day with Bobby and Junhoe at home. It was fun tho, killing time with friends! It's been a long time was not being this happy!

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Wow such a boring chapter, anyway guys enjoy! Love ya