Chapter 17: how?

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"How is that even possible you were just a vampire not to long ago and now all of a sudden you are a hybrid? Nah I don't believe you Andrea" the witch said shaking her head not believing who I am can't she sense it. Well apparently not.

If me telling her was not going to convince her then I guess showing her will have to do. I really do like showing people my hybrid side it gives me great power. Making me feel invincible.

As my eyes were changing to it's lavender color not only did she look in awe she looked confused.

"What's with the confusion?" I asked.

"The color of your eyes it's not normal for a hybrid. A hybrids eye color should change into a yellowish orangeish color. Showing the mixture of red eyes and yellow eyes. The lavender isn't correct unless you have been broken or shattered" she looking at me in sympathy like what the hell that's a first.

"Broken or shattered? What the hell is that suppose to mean?" I said in confusion.

"Yeah, as in your soul has been shattered did something hurt you terribly to that even happened? Because that's very unusual to happen to a vampire unless they fell...in love...and had their heart broken" she said looking at me weirdly.

"Look, I have no time for this I just came to warn you to stop doing things for Deucalion okay?" I said not feeling the urge to chop her head off anymore.

"Well, thanks for warning me then maybe not in the nicest way but thanks anyway" she said with a smile like why is she being nice!

I turned around until she stopped me again ugh like why can't I just leave.

"I know you are dumbfounded of why I'm feeling sympathy towards a bloodsucking vampire. But that was until I found out that vampires are not what they appear. They actually can feel an a emotion that vampires do not come across and that's love. That just shows they actually have a drop of humanity inside a creature so cold.." She said in amazement.

"Well, I don't have my humanity that person ruined it and I'm just here to get the job I came here for to get done." I said not turning my back around to face her.


After that conversation I had with the witch I never realized that my soul shattered even though I'm surprised I had one. Since I'm suppose to be cold hearted and soulless. Others would pull off that joke "oh it's because you're a ginger" even though it's not funny anymore! Come on people come up with something new. It just makes things clear how I felt that day I saw Stiles kissing Lydia I felt as my soul was shattered. It makes so much more since now. If people ever wondered how it feels to be heartbroken it's just like feeling in love just the total opposite if that makes any sense. I'm just shattered.

Days passed and I decided to finally come out of my "cave" and see different faces besides mine. I really needed to get some fresh air and just go for a jog.

I changed into some purple shorts and a black sports bra with a purple nike logo on my chest. I also paired it with some black nike shoes. I grabbed my iPhone and headphones and had some rap music that cuses in every sentence. Well hey I mean if I'm running I want to be pumped up and all that jazz. Now if I'm just relaxing I'll listen to the classic Frank Sinatra.

While I was jogging I bumped into the last person I wanted to come face to face with.

"Andrea! I've been trying to get in touch with you and explain everything that happened when you saw Lydia and I kissing" Stiles was running to catch up with me.

I didn't want to hear the shit he has to say like I really didn't he just doesn't understand it wasn't the kiss that broke me.

"Look Stiles" I said turning around.

"It isn't the kiss that broke me it really wasn't. Stiles lets go back to my place and we can talk there okay?"

With the hopeful look he got in his eyes his chocolatey brown eyes that I can not get enough.

We got to my place and I grabbed my keys to unlock the door and entered.

"Okay, Stiles I know what you are going to say-"

"Hear me out Andrea! Like damn just for once. The kiss you saw was because I was going through a panic attack and when you go through that you have to take a second and hold your breath. Lydia decided and kissed me making me hold my breath saving my life" Stiles was explaining.

He just doesn't get it.

"Stiles you don't get it do you? It's not the kiss it's the emotion I felt in that room. The chemistry Lydia and you had while that kiss was happening. It made me realize you truly love her and she does too as much she doesn't want to admit it. That's what broke me Stiles. She is your first love I understand that, that's the kind of love you can't forget or get over easily. I'm a vampire Stiles I could never have a normal life with you" as a tear fell on my cheek. I felt my eyes Turing into the lavender color for some reason.

"Andrea how-"

"Just leave Stiles please I can't right now" as I said that he walked away and left.

I closed the door behind him sliding down against the door and sitting on the ground. I tried not to cry. I'm powerful I can't act weak but I was to late.

"I will always love you Stiles...always"

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Sorry this chapter was a sadder one then usual but don't worry just wait! Haha

Yours Truley, Yasmine.

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