LOVE LETTERS ≫ MISC.

My Person

I thought I would be angry, but I was hurt instead.
I didn't understand what I felt.

Hurt? Betrayed? Confused.

So much confusion that I didn't want to think anymore.

So I didn't.

I knew you were hiding something from me. But I didn't question you.
I tried to be understanding, I really did try.

I would forget or I would look at you and see the secret.
I didn't know how to act around you sometimes.
I've never been hurt by someone. Someone that means so much to me.

I'm hurt that you couldn't trust me.

Did you not trust me?

I can't tell you everything right away anymore.
I question that maybe I'm the only one tells you everything first. Your the first person I think about.
Bad news or good news. You were my person.

But you don't do the same for me.

We have to trust each other.
I thought you trust me as much as I trusted you.
Now I question our friendship.

We talked, we laughed.
I asked you why, you told me why. You gave me your reasons. I listened to your thoughts.

I'm sorry.

It must've been hard for you. This is all so new.

When I said 'we need to talk', did you worry? I worried if I meant anything to you.

Did you worry about our relationship? Please don't worry.

But it's going to take time.

We talked. It's done.
Time is essence. My subconscious will forgive you, soon.

We will laugh together again. Smile at each other.

Warm hugs and soft hands. Comfort is all I feel being with you.

You'll take care of me, as I will of you. I know you will be there for me, I appreciate you for that.

I hope you know that I'm only a phone call away. It's never too far.

I hope I'm yours, like you're mines.

You are my person.

Because telling you makes it seem real.