Chapter 2: What the hell am i doing?!

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It was the next day and I was on my laptop listening to Pierce the veil, They get me through a lot of stuff. Including my Depression and Anxiety. I decided to get up and clean up my house a bit. Knowing it was gonna take a long time I put on some music. As I was cleaning I saw a piece of paper fall out of my backpack, I walked over to it and picked it up. I opened it and it had a number inside, I totally forgot I got the number of that guy yesterday, Drake. I debated if I should text him or not. ''Maybe he was just being nice to me since I was all alone..'' I thought. I put it aside knowing that was probably the case. I continued cleaning until 6pm. I was dead tired. I threw myself on my couch and turned on the TV. The first thing I saw was a guy pointing a gun to his head. I was quickly triggered.

Flashbacks. Flashbacks. Flashback.

That's all what went through my mind for  couple of hours. I was crying, sobbing. I got up and headed to my bathroom. Opened the cabinet and got my sharpest blade.. Once I got it I quickly opened my skin, Finding relief.  *I DO NOT SUPPORT SELF HARM IN ANYWAY BTW*  I had to talk with someone. now, im so alone. I cant take it. I paced around my house with bloody wrist wishing I was dead.  Then I suddenly remembered about the number. ''Should I? Maybe he's the answer and can help me.'' I thought. I sort of had some kind of yolo moment and texted him.

'' Hey, Its Ann.'' I quickly pressed send. 2 seconds later regretting it.

Ugh why did I do that, what's a guy like him wanted to do with me. Probably use me of coarse.

Thoughts flooded my mind and I didn't notice Drake texted me back until he texted me 2 times. I looked at my phone unlocking it and revealing the message.

'' Hey!! Glad you texted me, best friend! I know we've literally just met but hey, maybe we can try a friendship you know? Lol.'' I smiled at that text. I opened the next one.

''Oh yeah, Almost forgot to tell you, Instead of meeting you at the park. How about Starbucks? I can pay c;'' Starbucks? Hmm.. Sounds nice.

I texted back '' That sounds great! :D And yeah I totally understand. Maybe we can give it a go.'' I Pressed send and took a shower to get ready. I hope he isn't considering this some kind of date?

~ Drake's POV~

*Sigh* Shes so beautiful. I hope being her friend will make her like me. I did see her blush back there, But I know I was blushing way more. Its just something bout her..

As I was remembering yesterday I noticed something. She doesn't talk much, I hope she's fine. And when she did say something , there was sadness and despair in her voice. Maybe I can help her...

I brushed and straightened my hair. I have some girly hair. LOL!

Wow im such a loser..

~ Ann's POV~

-at Starbucks-

I stepped inside taking a deep breath. What the hell am I getting myself into? I should just turn back. Now.  But then I saw him and he saw me, Waving at me, smiling. He walked over to me and hugged me. With no hesitation I hugged back. Something about him trust him. He seems to loving and caring.

He took our orders and we sat at a table facing each other.

''Soo...Ann, What are you like?'' He said simply.

And at that moment, I felt as if my social anxiety went away. I felt as if I can talk to him for hours and not feel anxiety.

We talked for hours on end. We had even more in common and it was so fun talking to him. He was so funny and caring also.

''Can I ask you something?'' He said, His smile fading.

Well this is getting serious, I thought.

'Yeah, sure.'' I said smiling. At this point I was so comfortable around him.

''Are you okay?''

I had to think. Was I? I really don't know.

''I don't- I don't know. I mean, I have a pretty tough life..'' I said shakily, A tear falling down my cheek.

''Hey, hey, Don't cry. Its okay, Im here! You don't need to talk about it, Im so sorry I bought it up'' He said with a frown and but still trying to smile.

~Drake's POV~

''I don't- I don't know. I mean, I have a pretty tough life..'' She said. Her voice shaking. Was I hurting her? Am I triggering something. Please no.

''Hey, hey, Don't cry. Its okay, I'm here!'' I said happily trying to lighten the mood,  ''You don't need to talk about it, I'm so sorry I bought it up'' I apologized. I really want to help her.

Her head was facing downwards. I felt like shit. I need to make it up for her.

''Hey lets head back my place. I can drive you. Come on!''

She nodded, And we headed to my car.

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Hey, Im so sorry , its really shitty. Its my first fanfic so please give me a break. Anyways, PLEASE LEAVE YOUR HONEST OPINION ON IT? <3 thanks

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