I loved you for your flaws, you left because of mine,
Maybe I wasn't good enough, maybe it was time.
I fell in love with every little thing that you were,
Now your gone and everything flies by in a blur.
Your eyes told stories that I had never known,
Some which were happy, others chilled me to the bone.
I couldn't help but notice what you had tucked away-
All of the words you thought but never would you say.
One day I decided maybe I should ask,
To find the answer was a very difficult task.
You didn't want me to see all that was inside
So you shut the door on me just because I tried.
That's when I understood how silence really kills
And with a goodbye, you went and sealed the deal.
Our lives didn't fit together but how our souls knew how to dance.
It makes me wonder would you give me a second chance?
Your silence made me feel so forgettable & unreal
I didn't know what to do or how to even feel.
When it comes down to it in the very end
I see that you were never a truthful, loving friend.
~OCT
