My Lovely Words to Your Poem

Drowning

Do you think it's my fault?
Be honest
Be honest of how you feel of me
I've always wanted to live up to my standards
But instead
It was a huge responsibility to love and care for you.
I didn't mean I'd leave you for two days straight trying to forget you
But it's not my mistake
I just want to keep saying that I suffered for you
I just wanted to end myself in my life
And I still haven't explored a part of you
I'm just drowning in depression
Trying to figure out your difficulties
I don't want to end like this
I don't
I just don't
But if you want to end it,
It's up to you if you think that I'm not to be hoped for anymore.