The Gang I Should Have Never Messed with ~A One Direction Fanfic<3

Cant I just die?

I am genuinely sorry for such a late update! My tablet stopped working so I had to get it fixed, and then family came and christmas, new years. I fanally have the time to write an update! I am so

What am I supposed to do now?

I'm extremly confused and hopeless.

I should have stayed in the car to burn.

I am supposed to be dead- I should be dead.

I have had way too many near death experiences, yet I am not dead.

Why can't I die? it will make me happy, bring me back to my family.

Maybe I should just kill myself, it will make me alot more happier than I am now-probably happier than ever before.

There would be no more lies, no more pain and torture.

I felt a small tear escape from my eyes; a painful tear.

I thought of nothing but I felt an agonising pain, not only physical pain but mental pain.

Come to think of it, did Niall actually love me?

You dont even understand how much I love that boy...

I'm broken just thinking that he isnt here.

Will anyone actually come to get me?

if I am honest- I doubt it very much.

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I startled when I heard the noise.

no way...

It cant be...

I cant believe it...

I saw bright flashing lights coming from the distance.

this cant be real.

I was going to be safe.

the closer the vehicles got, the more I realised that this was real.

there were 2 fire engines 2 police cars and 1 ambulance.

Was I going to be safe again?

I dont want to be safe again.

~Alessia <3

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