The Gang I Should Have Never Messed with ~A One Direction Fanfic<3

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I decided to write the end of this book because so many of you said you wanted an update! This is officially the ending of 'The Gang I Never Should Have Messed With' thanks you all so much love you all:)<3

I'm not a kid anymore, I have grown up and now have children of my own.

The past is the past and you must not dwell on it, no matter how hard it may be.

I must admit, I have never fully recovered even though I am 40.

I get that it's been a very long time but no human can ever recover from such a hurdle in their life.

So I guess you are all wondering what has happened to all the boys?

Well...

Louis:

Not long after I was dismissed out of hospital I found out Louis had also handed himself in, just like Niall. He had admitted to every crime he had ever committed. To this day I still go to the police station to see Louis. Even though he done such a terrible thing to me I cannot thank him enough for trying his best to prevent it. Everyone I know thinks I'm crazy for forgiving someone who hurt me so badly but I know that I would not be who I am without him.

Zayn:

Zayn done the same as Louis and Niall, and handed himself in. Yet again I am so grateful and still see him every so often. He is one of my bestfriends just like Louis is.

Liam:

I don't know much about Liam, and I never have tried to find him. This is because I am still petrified of him and can never build up the courage to find out where he is now. It crossed my mind don't get me wrong, but I have never attempted to find him and I don't think I ever will.

Harry:

Well, I would love to say I still see Harry but I can't. It brings me to tears every time I think I him. When I got out of the hospital I found out that Harry had committed suicide and he left a note. The police had this note and called me to pick it up (this is because it was wrote directly for me) it said 'Jess, I have done a lot of terrible things in my life and I am not proud. I would do anything to change my past, but unfortunately that is impossible. I'm afraid to do this, I really am, but I know that if I want to be at peace and not hang on to all the awful crimes I have committed, I'm going to have to say goodbye. Jess I want you to know that I would have handed myself in but I know that if I did I would only learn to hate myself even more than I do already. I feel as though my thoughts would eat my insides and then I would build so much anger that I would want to commit the crimes over and over again. I love you jess and I hope you find whatever you are looking for in your life. The best of wishes, Harry' I love you too Harry.

Niall:

After I came out of hospital the first thing I done was visit Niall in jail. We had a lovely time; laughing and talking about everything and anything. Before I left he told me that I should never come back, that I should forget about him and move on with my life. As much as I new he was right, I demanded that I would visit him. After I had paid my visit I had planned to pay another. However, when I got to the police station they said that Niall didn't want to see me and he refused over and over again. I went to the police station everyday for the next year an a half but he would refuse time and time again. It came to the point were I realised it was no use so I started limiting the days, first every week then every month then I stopped all together. The other day I got a phone call saying that Niall had passed away with prostate cancer. I didn't know how to take this and just fell to the floor crying my eyes out. I am still distraught and lost but yet again this is another hurdle.

And as for me, well to be honest I don't even know anymore.

~ALESSIA

OMG THANKS YOU ALL YOU HAVE ALL BEEN AMAZING AND I APPRECIATE ALL THE FEEDBACK I HAVE RECEIVED!!! Well I guess this is the end:( love you all xxxx

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