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No way had Niall turned himself in.
I was speechless.
As much as I knew it was true, I really didnt want to believe it.
I couldnt say anything so instead I just cried.
I cried for a long time because I there wasnothing else I could do.
I just lay in this hospital bed crying.
Thinking made me cry, and I was doing a lot of thinking therefore I was crying an awful lot.
Nurses and doctors were all trying to stop me from crying but it wouldnt work.
So much was going around in my small head I just couldnt cope.
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It had been a few days since I had been in the hospital and I was emotionally unstable.
One minute I would be staring blankly at the ground, the next I would be weeping like a baby.
I couldnt control my emotions or my mind, I was just lost within an open space of sadness.
I had lost so much weight and I was extremely pale, and every second I was growing even more ill than before.
It was like I had shut off myself from the rest of the world and the real me was stranded somewhere which was open and empty.
My soul had drifted away whilst my body had remained in that hospital.
I was becoming mad and ill.
Extremly mad...
Extremly ill...
I couldnt help but think of nothingness, until something triggered a memory which would then cause me to cry until that nothingness came back.
When the nothingness came back, I was completely normal again.
But I needed help.
Help.
Help.
Help.
~Alessia <3
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