A Vyladmau Christmas

Sleep on it

  9 Days Till Christmas Eve

I wake up and decide to check my phone for texts and stuff, which I only had one.

Sleep on it. Okay? <3

Well I didn't see the text lastnight, so I didn't. I think she knows I want to tell them, but don't want to hurt anyone. I just want everyone to be happy. Why does that have to be so hard? I just want a happy ending... With her.
Then the thoughts started running through my mind.

What if she breaks up with me?
What if she gets mad?
What if she hates me so much, she never wants to look at me again.
Or talk.
Sleep on it, she said.
Let's tell them, she said.
Let's wait, I said.

I sighed then walked downstairs. I needed to clear my mind from all the thoughts running through me. That would never happen right?
I decided to just get some ice cream and eat away my feelings. After I make my ice cream, I decided I'm just going to watch TWD on Netflix or something.

Being in a relationship is hard. I want to run up and hug her. I want to kiss her. I just want to love her. But I can't. Because there is a place called hell.
I sit down on the couch and just try to to relax. Just then, I receive a text.
It's from Garroth.

Hey, I'm coming over!! :p

Okay, don't even ask, it's okay.
About a minute or two later than I hear a knock on the door.

"Vylad."
"Garroth? What's wrong?"
"Zane won't talk to me."
"Why?"
"I... I ate his cupcake. His last one."
"Oh no!" I said as a laughed.
"Wait... The fuck is wrong with you Vylad?"
"What?"
"Ice cream. Netflix. All signs of heartbreak."
"I was just hungry. Chill."
"Oh well... Okay. I trust you. But if anything is wrong, I'm here for you."
"I know. Why'd you really come here?"
"I need advice. Relationship advice."
"Why, Garroth."
"I want to ask Aph on a date, but I don't know how."
His words struck me. My smile turned into a frown. Not because I was jealous, I don't think. I mean, me and her are together.
"Are you sure that's a good-"
"Of course! Give me advice stat."
"I- I don't know anything about relationships. I haven't been on a date since highschool."
Two lies in one sentence. To my brother.
"Well, thanks anyway. I guess I'll go then Vylad. Bye!"
"Bye Garroth."

As he walked out the door, the thoughts started running through my head again.
I am going to sleep on it.
I feel so terrible, and Aph hasn't texted me once today. Not after I told her to 'wait'.

Sleep on it, Vylad.
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